you say you love me
you say youre sorry
i can only forgive for so long
do you really love me?

and why are the rest of you not seeing
my pain
my indecision
my choice
i love him too
but that does not change the games
the ups and downs
the cryptic words
the avoidance

he caused this
he knows it
let us work it out
youre not in this
leave us alone

new sn

unbound tempest

It’s a ghost town, rabid underworld ( Read more... )

so i check the mail and i see an envelope from pv. and i think huh? REPORT CARD. who passed geometry? i did. oh yes with an 83. and who's the best at fcat? i am. it astonishes me how well i do. im such a smart ass. i love it ( Read more... )

i almost died today, well more like severely injured by a 9 by 4 mirror. it scared the fucking shit outta me. one minute i'm talking to kids about spanish culture (dont ask) and then their faces turn to looks of horror and i bolt just as it came crashing down where i was sitting. i didnt need this today at all, with everything else going on. so i ( Read more... )

looking at pictures of that time makes me really sad ( Read more... )

i got tagged by my sister kim ( Read more... )

Dear me-show boy I know you're not really into conflict resolution ( Read more... )

less than 2 weeks the doctor said. i dont feel much anymore.

kimberly comes back wednesday.
grease callbacks tomorrow.
visit my dad tomorrow.

nothing much else going on. im being a real blob this weekend.

i love the rain