silence and ...

[wandering_vox]

i'm struggling... to mych to do and no tyme to do it. What are we supposed to be doing any? i ponder at this and the things the lady has given us in these times anew... its provocative how she can write these things of such strength and understanding and yet have so little knowledge where she stands... more than that the openness and free

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[countrydreams86]

"is it worth falling again, can we get up again after this, for all the strength it's giving, when the illusion is gone, when the newness is over, will it be the same as always. They see me as we and then it could never be for all the many little things that make us this twisted We."
First I want to say, I'm sorry I wasn't online and I didn't get your call...-Shrugs- I get up...take a bath, end up passing out...crawl my way to my room and collaspe on the bed and passes out again. ...I think it's from exauhstion or extreme stress...I'm not sure. But like I said. I'm sorry.

Secondly...if I understood you correctly (cause I'm still extremely dizzy in the head) you're expecting to get hurt "after the newness wears off." ...You've got a lot to learn about me and loyalty and unconditional love ingeneral. That is all I'm saying.

Goodnight love...I feel drunk, but I'm not...and the monkies are eating your underwear again.
Janice