you don't know that i *started* it in sophomore year. ive had eating issues dated back all the way to 6th grade. whether it be bulimia or anorexia or compulsive over eating you may know a lot of shit about me, and half of it is probably right, but this you arent right about
yeah i know i dont know exactly when it 'started' but i definitely believe its gotten a hell of a lot worse. my point was that you were egging on your 'disease' by saying 'well i wanna get down to 135." and then after you got there youd say "oh 115 doesnt sound too bad.. or atleast another 10 pounds" i dont know what youre going through right now. i dont ever talk to you unless i have to for a school grade or another one of our catty cat fight things so i cant have an educated guess about hardly anything. everything im saying is based on what ive heard from megan and from when you told me stuff.which is realllly old, unupdated(is that a word?hah) information. eating disorders arent rare. people learn how to LIVE with them or make it less noticable for themselves and/or the people around them. im not sure if you can completely get rid of an eating disorder. i doubt it. i think it may be something youre just born with. who knows? i dont anyway. you may have tried that before. but at one point you took the ana path. ive been belemic
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yeah i know i dont know exactly when it 'started' but i definitely believe its gotten a hell of a lot worse. my point was that you were egging on your 'disease' by saying 'well i wanna get down to 135." and then after you got there youd say "oh 115 doesnt sound too bad.. or atleast another 10 pounds
thats not egging it on. that IS the disease. and it hasn't gotten worse. no, you can never fully get rid of them. which is why i didn't suddenly start this. its not like ive only had an eating disorder, anorexia, for only a year and a half, ive had different kinds for nearly all my life, and none of them have ever left me. i just never really told anyone about them, because i didnt realize what they were until later on.
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as far as spelling goes... hah. god you had to bring that into this. I SUK AT SPELENE!!! hah. i dont know how many times ive told people that but whatever you can try and use that as an insult. i know youre more booksmart than me. A LOT of people are. fuck id drop out of school now if it werent for the grad money im gonna get if i stay in it for another year and a half
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ive had eating issues dated back all the way to 6th grade. whether it be bulimia or anorexia or compulsive over eating
you may know a lot of shit about me, and half of it is probably right, but this you arent right about
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thats not egging it on. that IS the disease. and it hasn't gotten worse.
no, you can never fully get rid of them. which is why i didn't suddenly start this. its not like ive only had an eating disorder, anorexia, for only a year and a half, ive had different kinds for nearly all my life, and none of them have ever left me. i just never really told anyone about them, because i didnt realize what they were until later on.
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