So I shall update for the sake of Emily's bitching lol! I don't know what I will update about, but I'm sure I will figure something out as I ramble along ( Read more... )

"I'm the only one, who'll drown in my desire for you."

Heath

Today was pretty blah so far. We went to work for a bit, but ran out of things to do, so Em and I ran errands and then came home and took a nap. We are going shopping tonight in Holland, hopefully I will buy something with my gift card from Penny's ( Read more... )

So I just got back from visiting Rob. I really wish that I didn't care this much. I don't know why I do care this much. I don't care when he's not here, I don't even really care when I'm on the phone with him, but when I saw him tonight, I cared....a lot. There isn't that love feeling, but there is something, something that makes me wish he was ( Read more... )

Life continues to fall apart around me. In spurts, I'm having the time of my life, but at the same time, I have nothing. Where can I turn, what can I do? I feel in love and yet there is no one? I don't understand life, and I don't think that I ever will. If I'm this confused at 21, where will that take me for the rest of my journeys? Any light ( Read more... )

Time for an update I suppose ( Read more... )

Time for an update ( Read more... )

I have had a great time this weekend, i love being around so many people that love me. Being around certain people has made me realize how badly i want someone to love me in that one way. I've met some people in Michigan, but none that I really want to be that person. Some guys have shown that they care about me, but I have my trust issues, and ( Read more... )

A good time was had by all....You wish you knew the whole story don't you. Only a select few will, and you know who you are.

Heath

Things are going well, except guys suck! I've decided I'm not putting anything on the line right now. I'm going to have a good time and do what I want to do, if someone I'm with doesn't want to, then see ya later. Things are going to be my way for awhile. This pretty much means fuck you Brad! anyways, I'm over that ( Read more... )