Okay...well...let me see. I haven't slept for...about 48 hours all because i got a call last night and it has constantly been going through my fucking head. beth has cancer and they can't help her and she is going to die. Plain and simple and there is nothing i can do but sit her and fucking think about it. I don't know what to do...and so i am ( Read more... )

So as all good things must come to an end so must my time in never neverland. i have come to the point that i no longer will try to fight losing battles. Battles to keep friendships, relationships, jobs, anything of that sort. I don't want to have to deal with the idiotic shit that humanity dishes out. backstabbing, lies, two-timing shit. I am ( Read more... )

Okay...the entry under "Die Dallas Cowboys" talks about how life was going good and all that but that i was waiting for something to fuck up my life...well, it happened. I lost my job at Harrahs because i had this evil bitch of a lady who came up from Lake Charles to take over a job that my supervisor should have gotten. She came up with the idea ( Read more... )

Umm...let me see...my feat hurt and i haven't been at work for...umm...five hours and i had to deal with the Dallas cowboys...shoot me. Umm...let me see...their rude and mean and evil! So yes...someone help me. help me kill the evil ones.

In other news...i think i am confused with people and their feelings...damn homos.

short sweet and done.

Umm...I got my new job at Harrah's Louisiana Down's....as a Banquet Server and it is awesome though the final decision is coming up soon after the 14 hour shift with the Dallas Cowboy's party. I wanna cry....but oh well...EWWW....SHAUN IS PLAYING HACKIE NAKIE!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH! Back to my entry...yes, the job is easy but yea...then their are the ( Read more... )

I'm Alive ( Read more... )

Well Boys and Girls i hope that everyone has been doing well, and hopefully half of you have expanded your youthful experiences...yes, i know the other half has less of a chance but hey, lets give them hope. :P But anyways, hopefully your lives have been going somewhat on the track you planned it to go. Mine...lets just say we have had a hell of a ( Read more... )

Everyone one of us who went to Federation Rally today at tech got the rating of either a Superior Plus, Superior, or Superior Minus; damn good for a group of students who have not had their music teacher for over a week and a half, and who were led by Missy and myself for the absence of Mrs.Madden. Oh yes, we are the shit. :P I place a Superior ( Read more... )

Even after a two hour conversation of crying, freaking, and frustration...i am still yet at a loss to help them...let alone him. Now that is emotionally taxing no matter what anyone says...ugh. I need a giant hug ( Read more... )