Had I not seen Akaya's name, I would have ignored this. I've heard quite a lot about you from him, and he did express his desire for me to meet with you at some point, so my meeting with you would be for the same reason. I don't care about how you feel towards me, really, I couldn't care less, but I don't want to upset Akaya. But it's up to you whether you want to or not. At least it won't be me upsetting him.
Going to be a smartass and make this more difficult for me, are you? I'll add that as one check in the direction of can't stand you then. But I already know the kid isn't terribly happy with me at the moment by refusing to meet several of his new circle of friends, because for some retarded reason, it seems to be composed of a number of other noble dipshits just like you. I figured I'd be considerate enough to at least put up with seeing you face to face, though, since you're *so* fucking awesome. But I'm of the opinion that I'll not share the sentiment even if I do see you in person. I bitch enough to him about things as it is that I won't further pick apart how he could possibly think the way he does when it comes to you, though. Whatever gets him off at the end of the day, I'll just say good for him. I always was of the suspicion that his fixation on you was vaguely beyond platonic anyhow, even if he doesn't completely understand such things. However, I'll gladly voice all my contempt towards you if you really do agree to meeting
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I was of the impression that you were already in that direction. Really, I'm not that amazing. I wouldn't call myself amazing at all. Akaya seems to really exaggerate on that, and I've given up trying to convince him otherwise. Call me what you want, but don't group those friends of his with the rest of those nobles. They're good people. If anything, they're the ones that are amazing.
Very well, let's meet up then. Voice out whatever you want, because I doubt I'll have anything to talk about. Doubt you'll ever solve that mystery though. Where would you like to meet and when? Although I can't assure you I'll be free on the date or time you set.
I suppose I am, but you're not really giving me reason to think in the opposite at all, so it's just a bit deeper in the direction I've already been leaning towards. ...And while I'll consider myself as proof of the fact that Akaya's tastes in friendships is fucked up, I wouldn't say he's the type to exaggerate. For whatever reason, you really are as fucking great as he believes you are...at least in his mind, you are. So I'd like to at least have some comprehension of this ludicrous mindset, even if it is completely wrong. ...And I'll think whatever I damn well choose to think about the rest of your kind. You're all the fucking same to me, some of you just simply enjoy faking compassion and understanding. But it's a bunch of bullshit and you know it. You don't understand a damn thing about what it's like for us and you never will, because you'll never have to be in our position. And I'll protect Akaya from the lot of you. He's too trusting sometimes and one of these days, I worry it's going to come back and bite him on the ass
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Very well, let's meet up then. Voice out whatever you want, because I doubt I'll have anything to talk about. Doubt you'll ever solve that mystery though. Where would you like to meet and when? Although I can't assure you I'll be free on the date or time you set.
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