12/17

[wanderingtora]

As the days continue to wane and grow closer to Yule, I find myself reflecting on things in my past that I haven't thought about in years. ...Unfortunately, they're not things I particularly enjoy having resurface at all. Perhaps it's an effect of sticking around in the capital as I haven't stayed around anywhere, let alone during the holidays, in

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Screened to Hiroshi-san

[notaworminabook]

Keep hoping, because you won't be seeing me again. Find someone else to play your sick games.

And no. You will not be bringing Akaya along to see anything.

Re: Screened to Sweetcheeks

[wanderingtora]

If I didn't know any better, I would've sworn that I can hear a touch of irritation in your words~ Are you feeling spiteful towards me for some reason, Oshitari Shouta~? I wonder why that is when I've simply just complimented you~ Do you not like compliments? You are a very silly young man if that's the case~

That's not a very nice thing to say. I thought Akaya was a good friend of yours. It's awfully un-gentleman-like of you to deny him the chance to see your talents as well~

Re: Screened to Sweetcheeks

[notaworminabook]

I think I miss having you hate me already.

There are some things he is better of not seeing. Ever.

Re: Screened to Sweetcheeks

[wanderingtora]

So naive~ Trust me, kid, life is safer for you without me despising the ground you walk on. Now you just have to put up with me begrudgingly glaring at the ground you walk on sometimes since I still think half of you is fucking awful. ...But the latter makes me feel far less interested in stabby tendencies.

I disagree~ I believe he deserves the opportunity to laugh at you singing and dancing in an ugly dress also~ Everyone should have such an wondrous chance like that, in fact.

[runaway_lynx]

Hmm. There are plenty of good things to be happy about.

[wanderingtora]

Maybe in your mind. I'm not you, though, and I thank the fucking heavens for that every day.

[runaway_lynx]

You always have such lovely things to say to me. It's a pleasure talking to you.

[wanderingtora]

Glad to know I'm getting you off like that~

[rednyello]

Hiroshi? Do you need my mousie again. When I have troubles sleeping at night, I curl up with my mouse and if that doesn't work, I crawl in with Jackal.

What is it? Is it snow? Can it be while I'm awake?

[wanderingtora]

...
...So you've been sleeping with that foreigner now too? What am I? Not good enough for you anymore?

No, not quite. It's something fun like snow, though~ And yes, I imagine you would be very awake for it~

[rednyello]

...It's not like that. It's just...I have nightmares...about a lot of things...from even before the arena... But you're my big brother and you're more than good enough. I just can't go halfway across the noble district just to crawl in bed with you. I'd get stopped by guards and they'd throw me in a cage and do bad things to me cause I never wear a collar unless I have to...

Really? When can I see it?

Screened

[wanderingtora]

I think I'm well aware of your nightmares by now. And yet you still think that man is good enough. ...But whatever. Keep him if you wish. Though I know my share of tricking the guards if that's really an issue for you.

When it's convenient enough~

[sakakitarou]

If you're troubled, a strong drink and a hot fire often helps.

[wanderingtora]

And then if that alone doesn't work?

[sakakitarou]

It depends on what's aggravated me and wether or not I am saddened or angered.

[wanderingtora]

Memories are the problem, and I suppose they'd be of the saddening nature. And while I have no problems with trying to drink them away, it only does so well and works for so long.

[bluebird_takahi]

What you want to remember least is most often what you will remember the best. I doubt you will be able to get rid of them very easily.

[wanderingtora]

Which is why I intend to drink it out of my mind considering that. It's what works best so far.

[bluebird_takahi]

.....I wouldn't recommend doing that. Even if you say it works.

[wanderingtora]

Whatever concerns you might be having with the idea are most likely poorly placed. It'll hardly be the first time I've done so and I can hold my liquor rather well.