Sometimes I look around me and wonder if things would be different if I hadn't come here at all. I will be leaving on my final journey home from Interlochen in less than one week. It still has yet to hit me that I am graduating from High School, and in just a few short days, I will say goodbye to some of the closest friends I have ever had. This ( Read more... )

I'm updating this because I was told to. Peer pressure, much? Today has been kind of strange. I woke up early, got my hair cut, went to my mom's school to see her for a little bit. Went to a job interview that honestly only lasted for about 3 minutes or maybe 4, got the job. Maybe got a flat tire, but who really knows. Then my shoulder and neck ( Read more... )

God, I know I put it in here somewhere.. All I know is that I've been up for over 24 hours, and the last thing I want to do is give up. Perhaps it's the lack of caffine, or the fact that one of my eyes is deciding that it doesn't want to focus, but I've decided something. Casey is the first fucking person I have ever let trample all over me, and ( Read more... )

Have you ever looked into the mirror and watched the person in the mirror smile? A lot of the time, I find it easier to take life with a smile. Sure, I may not feel like smiling, and it may come harder than I think, but it seems as though things seem to go a lot smoother if I just bite back what's inside. I smile because I think I should. I think I ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas, everyone. -- Have a wonderful rest of the day, lovers.

Well, it's back to traveling again for me. I leave for Rochester tomorrow after we open presents in the morning. Then, it's off and away to the land of hospitals, an apartment, hotel rooms, and good ol' home made Italian food. *sigh* I sort of just got back in the hang of being home and now I'm leaving again. I knew there was a reason I left my ( Read more... )

I finished my song -- It's called "Untitled for a Reason"

Now I see you standing there alone (oh no)
Sometimes it feels so hard to try (oh)
To give a sigh, to give a smile
I just can't believe
You're all alone without a soul
And the one who should be there is me

Please believe in me
I'll try as hard as I can
But now it's time to cry

So with this ( Read more... )

Sometimes when I think about it, each year passes just a little quicker than the year before that, and then the year before that. It's just this never ending pattern that makes me wonder if it has something to do with the fact that when we were 5 years old, one year was 1/5 of our life. Now, one year is 1/17. Perhaps that is the reason behind it ( Read more... )

So things are starting to crash down a little more. My brother had called me to his room earlier today asking if mom or dad had told me anything about our Big Bubba (my grandfather), and I told him I hadn't. He had no clue what was going on. Well, it turns out that having surgery after surgery on his foot then getting his leg cut off wasn't enough ( Read more... )

Life seems to be taking a bunch of twists and turns lately for me. It's been quite an interesting adventure these past few weeks. Although, I must say, it's been nice to finally be home for a little while. I never thought it would be this enjoyable to actually be home with my parents and brother, but it's been some of the best few days I've had in ( Read more... )