didnt eat until lunch. had a salad. then got home and snacked and snacked. didnt eat dinner, just snacks UGH

I dont think im suicidal (though i was close to it a few months ago) I find myself wondering yet again what it would be like to just die...

Ive been gone so long, longer than ive ever been gone... last time i was here, i believe was right after i left my bf... well ex boyfriend now... i was really depressed and lost lots of weight bc of it.... i have managed to maintain a weight in the 130s for the past few months, and i am with someone else (since april) and have been really happy... ( Read more... )

HW - 160ish ( Read more... )

Date Weight BMI Arms Waist Bulge Hips Thighs
4/21/10 155 25.8 11 in. 30 1/8 in. 36 in. 40 ½ in 24 ½ in

AHHHHH

today i have about 832.5 cal.... 312.5 being liquids... the rest from a small bag of chips and a 3 musketeers... grr!

going to the gym later... hopefully i can burn 500 at least.

tomorrow i plan on eating only once.

http://www.formspring.me/AlyxC

ask me =)

Doing ABC starting tomorrow.... umm a few days will be changed around or ill fast other days to make up for eating more... like valentines weekend... and another weekend that im going out with my friend so she will suspect...

but the other days will be stuck with and i wont be starting over i will just continue as it says for each day.

<3

lunch was prolly 350 cal.... at most ( Read more... )

November 24, 2009 ( Read more... )

November 10, 2009

CW - 148lbs                    SMALLER
BMI - 24.63                     SMALLER

Butt - 40 in.                    SMALLER
Bust - 37 3/4 in.                    SMALLER
R. Thigh - 24 1/2 in.                SMALLER
L. Thigh - 24 1/4 in.               SMALLER
WAIST (Sucking in) - 28 3/4 in.               SMALLER
WAIST (Relaxed) - 30 7/8 in ( Read more... )