hey everyone well right now i am talking to cassie *i miss you* but nyways in like an hour caleb is coming over and stuff then i think we are gonna go out to eat but now i think he is doing ok he seems alot more better thank god i mean i hate to see him down like this and he said he was sorry for writing that stuff in his live journal so i think ( Read more... )

omg what is going on i have like no idea caleb is really scaring me alot and i have no way to help i love him so much but i want to help but it feels like i cant i just dont know he is coming over tonight and we will probley talk bout some things and just be happy like we always do when we are together he is leaving this weekend on sunday i am ( Read more... )

hey everyone well guess what i am grounded no phone or computer till tomorrow i am at school right now so that is why i am updateing caleb is still coming oveer tomorrow but he isn't riding the bus with me so that sucks but at least i will see him and that all that matters to me ( Read more... )

hey everyone nothing going on with me same as in the last entry but me and my mom gots into a fight a bad one too i took the glass that i was drinking out of and threw it in the sink and it busted and glass went everywhere and i went downstairs and she comes down there yelling at me getting in my face and cause i was so pissed off i kicked her then ( Read more... )

omg i dont know what is wrong ok i was all fine during school and everything and then on the bus everything hit me everything is going through my mind just everything i want to go into my corner and just stay there forever and cry all my tears away then they come back i feel like my head is gonna burst for how much stuff i have going through my ( Read more... )

hey peeps i am in tutoring right now doing nothing as usual i am so bored right now well christy didn't come to school today cause i really need to talk to her neither did cassie i think she is leaving for florida tomorrow she is probley getting ready to leave or something well kindof feel high right now cause i had to clean the bored with this ( Read more... )

hey everyone omg i havn't updated in a while cuz i havn't been home all weekend so lets see friday i went to travis macek's party it was a blast i had so much fun the only part was caleb didn't get there till nine so i only saw him for like two hours then on saturday i went to my grandma's she didn't go to west virginia which i dont know why so i ( Read more... )

hey everyone well tonight i am gonna go to travis party tonight like everyone is gonna be there i cant go to my grandma's cuz she has to go down to westvirginia cuz my grandpa is dying if he dies i dont really want to go to his funeral i mean he didn't even remember me last time i saw him and it would just be too sad and if my dad would be ther it ( Read more... )

hey everyone well me and christy are good it was just a misunderstanding i guess well ny ways like in 10min we are going to the basketball game to watch the staff play the boys basketball fun fun shit my man is gonna be out there on the court swishing those 3's lol just joking well kindof well i dont know lol well i am gonna go cause i dont have ( Read more... )

hey guys well the same thing happend today as yesterday well i guess christy dont want to talk to me anymore i mean she has been my friend since last year but o well her lost i tryed to talk to her but no she said she was't planing on writing me back o well fuck it

but i dyed my hair again theres a lil difference not much but i like it so who ever ( Read more... )