It was you all along 4/?
So that's how it all suddenly became easy. Out of the tangled love labyrinth Junhyung found himself in,into a walk in the parc like it was never even there to begin with. Those smiles he always feigned in front of his bandmates soon became the real thing.And that soft,sneaky laughter he forced every time Dongwoon came out with some new jokes,just as bad at the old ones. That laughter soon felt so natural against his lips.
Although since that day,Hyunseung has been avoiding him. Even more than usual but it was alright. Because something was different this time. Because this time he knew .He knew how much Hyunseung actually needed him, how his eyes begged for Junhyung’s even as his head led them in the opposite direction. How he was trying so passionately to conceal something,that something he had already shown the rapper. Yes, it was too late to hide it now,it was too late to lock his eyes on the ground every time Junhyung was around and now it was definitely too late for breakfast.
Junhyung almost silently cursed Yeosob for always being around when there was something to eat. That boy kept barging in through closed doors,locked doors,inexistent doors even,every time he smelled or sensed something yummy. He would casually steal bits of it from however had the nerve to not share till he managed to finish it by himself if the owner didn't just give up and let him have it. Yet despite all that,he was in the same time grateful Yeosob somehow managed to convince the redhead to join them today in the always way too quiet kitchen.
He just stood right there, so close Junhyung could almost smell the fresh scent of toothpaste and mint on his soft lips and feel the silky strands of his beautiful hair.He was slowly munching on his cereals, chewing every bit for so many times that Junhyung could feel his own cheeks go numb as the number went higher. And then there was this small bit of cereal lingering on his lower lip ...so carefree,so annoyingly inappropriate on his perfect figure that the rapper would have given anything to be able to remove it for him. But that would have been too indiscreet.It would have been a bit unsuitable for him to just rise up from his seat and jump atop of him, abusing his lower lip till there was no more sign of that bloody cereal on it and it took a soft creamy red color. So it wasn't his fault when he silently slid a leg under the table and started touching the redhead’s thighs with his foot, teasingly rubbing at the soft spots .
Hyunseung almost spit his milk on the table and had his spoon jump a few meters in the air as he felt the unusual connection sending shivers all over his backside. He shot Junhyung an incredulous stare as soon as his mind somehow managed to regain the focus it lost just a few seconds ago. Yet he succeeded in having the redhead's gorgeous brown eyes locked only on him for the first time in so long and the rapper felt so content as he smirked at him victoriously. He just continued munching on his breakfast like nothing ever happened. Like he wasn't moving his legs in circular motions all over the boy's legs.Just like he did not take pleasure in the way Hyunseung was holding the table tight with one shivering hand ,biting his lower lip to stop himself from moaning out loud.
-Are you not feeling well,Hyunseung-ah?
Yeosob’s voice sounded so far away even though the was a mere meter away from Junhyung's position.It took a few minutes before sensing the genuine worry the blonde felt watching the boy’s red face and dark swollen lips.He would always be like this,almost like a mother. No,a father. It was always fun how he and Doojoon appeared like the parents of four disrespectful kids . Junhyung smiled again.Oh,this felt good.
-I’m….i’m alright. Just…I think I’ll …go …to the..ah....Bathroom.
And he just got up with the speed of lightning.Got up and ran away through the open doors, escaping the rapper’s treacherous teasing and he was definitely not going to let him get away with that.
-Ahhh,you know Yeosob ah....i'm feeling so tired. i think I’ll take another nap before practice. I need all the energy I can get,yknow.
He watched Yeosob's eyebrow lift up in protest and he turned around smiling to himself. And soon the noise of closing doors was all that was left behind him.
-What…what do you think you're doing…?
And something about shy Hyunseung catching him as he passed the corner, pinning the rapper to the wall, hands holding his own tight in place ,face filled with confusion and anger....just felt unbelievably exciting.
-I don’t know what you’re talking about. And that was the only rational answer his clouded mind could come up with in the position they found themselves in.
-This,everything….and also....that night. Did…did anything happen?
And this is were Junhyung’s jaw fell open.So he remembered….not much, just a bit,but he did. So…what would happen if he took advantage of the situation as it presented itself? Not much, just a bit.And he did.
-Something did.
Hyunseung stared at him,no words coming up on his lips ,no expectations gracing his features. He was deep in thought judging by the way his forehead was clouded by a deep frown,his eyes lost somewhere Junhyung knew nothing of.
-What?
-You'd like to know that ,huh? Oh this was getting pretty fun. It was his turn to joke,to laugh ,to take advantage,it was his turn to take it all back. It was his turn to just play a bit with the object of his desire that kept escaping from him somehow.
Hyunseung just stared at him for a moments,his mouth half open in an attempt to paint the words the had yet to speak.
-How bad is it?
He thought about it for a while.Just contemplating a decent ,believable answer .
-Very.If this gets out...you could get kicked out of B2ST.
Okay...as much fun as this was,even he knew he was a bit too rough on that one. He knew how much the redhead suffered once before and even the thought of being...oh. Really,he was such a bastard.
-Listen,Seungie...
But the redhead just cut him off,blurring out words muffled by bitting on his lower lip,so hard.
-So...that means...if this gets out i...would be in trouble ,right?
He turned his head around in embarrassment ,avoiding to look into Junhyung's curious eyes. But he was already used to that.
By the time the rapper managed to register what he heard his whole face lit up,huge smile plastered on his luscious lips.
-Oh my ,Seungie...are you suggesting i could...blackmail you?
So that's really all the redhead needed. A reason. A reason to be able to be like he really wanted to,to be able to act freely...well if that's what he wanted,that's what he would get.
-No,of ...of course not.
He wondered if anybody ever noticed how pretty he was when he was ashamed?He hoped not though. Junhyung almost wanted to seal him away from the eyes of the world ,keep him locked in a box only he had the key to. But sadly,that was only possible in those fancy cartoons.
-But it is a good idea however.I'm sorry,Seungie ...i just can't pass an offer like this.
So he just placed his hands on the sides of the older boy's face,holding it up just a slight bit so he can face him...their hot lips close to touching,bodies near one another,back pressing against the cold wall.
-Kiss me.
And then Hyunseung closes the space between them ,violently taking Junhyung's more than willing lips. And it feels so good when they both open their mouths,their tongues dancing together in a heated dance. Synchronizing with each other,needing,feeling,stealing any bit of each other they can before it 's taken away from them. And soon their legs are moving,lips still locked together ,hands desperately removing shirts ,tugging at belts.It doesn't take long before they were both shirtless,untangled limbs spread on the living room floor.And the only thing protecting their intimacy being the dreaded red couch they failed to land on in the heat of the passionate moment.
And Hyunseung was holding unto the rapper with one hand pulling hard on the sensitive strands of his hair and the other one just focusing on drawing him closer ,holding unto his back tight ,almost with fear of letting go,rubbing them both together as much as he can .And Junhyung is so sure he has scratches all over his body,small nails managing to sofltly braze the skin and he doesn't mind,no he doesn't mind at all.Actually,he loves it just like he loves the way Hyunseung is singing his name like a sacred chant.And this is so much better that he ever imagined.Cause he did imagine this.A lot of times. They're moaning and panting so loud they don't care if the whole world hears them,Junhyung desperately tugging at Hyunseung's belt cause OH GOD he doesn't know how long he can take this anymore.
But then he somehow hears Doojoon's voice above all the heat and it feels it get closer,so close he can even distinguish the words he's saying .
-Roll...oh Godness...roll over.
But Hyunseung doesn't listen,can't hear him ...and oh why oh why doesn't always happen like this?
So he just rolls them both over himself so they're under the table,hidden from the source of that annoying noise.Was that AJ 's voice too?oh great. Nothing good could come up when those two were together.
But then the redhead realizes what just happened and regains his normal breathing patterns. He squirms from underneath the rapper's body and quickly pulls his shirt under the table desperately searching for Junhyung's. Oh good. It wasn't there.
-Oh what the? How many times did i tell them to clean up after themselves?! And who does this belong to anyway?
Doojoon's voice sounded pretty upset as he probably found the damn shirt they lost someway on the trip to the couch. But Kikwang just snorted out loud.
-Junhyung's?
-JUNHYUNG?! No way...i would have expected Yeosob or Dongwon or you but...
-Hey.Watch it.
It was always fun to hear their conversations as they never ceased to argue like a newly wedded couple over the silliest matters.Kikwang was the only one who openly protested to the leader and even mocked him and Junhyung could almost see their expressions from where he was secluded under the wooden table.
And that's when he heard Hyunseung laugh, silently muffling the sounds with his free hand.
-You're...b..usted.
Who would have thought he was so cute when laughing and that his laugh actually sounded so much like spring birds singing together in a beautiful harmony. He knew he heard it before but somehow it never sounded as charming as it did now .He smiled at him and just delicately kissed the tip of his nose.
"I love you" but of course,that was a story for him to tell another time.
I can't believe i can't call Hyunseung redhead anymore. Not fair.
That's all you get for now. and yes i am such a tease 8D BUT i'll promise i'll make the next chapter better AND the last one (prob no.6) will be filled with smut LOL ;D
oh and i barely stopped myself from adding some DooWang right there....but i gotta leave that for another time cos no matter how much i would love them all gay for eachother ,that's hardly even possible lol
Thank you for reading <3
Although since that day,Hyunseung has been avoiding him. Even more than usual but it was alright. Because something was different this time. Because this time he knew .He knew how much Hyunseung actually needed him, how his eyes begged for Junhyung’s even as his head led them in the opposite direction. How he was trying so passionately to conceal something,that something he had already shown the rapper. Yes, it was too late to hide it now,it was too late to lock his eyes on the ground every time Junhyung was around and now it was definitely too late for breakfast.
Junhyung almost silently cursed Yeosob for always being around when there was something to eat. That boy kept barging in through closed doors,locked doors,inexistent doors even,every time he smelled or sensed something yummy. He would casually steal bits of it from however had the nerve to not share till he managed to finish it by himself if the owner didn't just give up and let him have it. Yet despite all that,he was in the same time grateful Yeosob somehow managed to convince the redhead to join them today in the always way too quiet kitchen.
He just stood right there, so close Junhyung could almost smell the fresh scent of toothpaste and mint on his soft lips and feel the silky strands of his beautiful hair.He was slowly munching on his cereals, chewing every bit for so many times that Junhyung could feel his own cheeks go numb as the number went higher. And then there was this small bit of cereal lingering on his lower lip ...so carefree,so annoyingly inappropriate on his perfect figure that the rapper would have given anything to be able to remove it for him. But that would have been too indiscreet.It would have been a bit unsuitable for him to just rise up from his seat and jump atop of him, abusing his lower lip till there was no more sign of that bloody cereal on it and it took a soft creamy red color. So it wasn't his fault when he silently slid a leg under the table and started touching the redhead’s thighs with his foot, teasingly rubbing at the soft spots .
Hyunseung almost spit his milk on the table and had his spoon jump a few meters in the air as he felt the unusual connection sending shivers all over his backside. He shot Junhyung an incredulous stare as soon as his mind somehow managed to regain the focus it lost just a few seconds ago. Yet he succeeded in having the redhead's gorgeous brown eyes locked only on him for the first time in so long and the rapper felt so content as he smirked at him victoriously. He just continued munching on his breakfast like nothing ever happened. Like he wasn't moving his legs in circular motions all over the boy's legs.Just like he did not take pleasure in the way Hyunseung was holding the table tight with one shivering hand ,biting his lower lip to stop himself from moaning out loud.
-Are you not feeling well,Hyunseung-ah?
Yeosob’s voice sounded so far away even though the was a mere meter away from Junhyung's position.It took a few minutes before sensing the genuine worry the blonde felt watching the boy’s red face and dark swollen lips.He would always be like this,almost like a mother. No,a father. It was always fun how he and Doojoon appeared like the parents of four disrespectful kids . Junhyung smiled again.Oh,this felt good.
-I’m….i’m alright. Just…I think I’ll …go …to the..ah....Bathroom.
And he just got up with the speed of lightning.Got up and ran away through the open doors, escaping the rapper’s treacherous teasing and he was definitely not going to let him get away with that.
-Ahhh,you know Yeosob ah....i'm feeling so tired. i think I’ll take another nap before practice. I need all the energy I can get,yknow.
He watched Yeosob's eyebrow lift up in protest and he turned around smiling to himself. And soon the noise of closing doors was all that was left behind him.
-What…what do you think you're doing…?
And something about shy Hyunseung catching him as he passed the corner, pinning the rapper to the wall, hands holding his own tight in place ,face filled with confusion and anger....just felt unbelievably exciting.
-I don’t know what you’re talking about. And that was the only rational answer his clouded mind could come up with in the position they found themselves in.
-This,everything….and also....that night. Did…did anything happen?
And this is were Junhyung’s jaw fell open.So he remembered….not much, just a bit,but he did. So…what would happen if he took advantage of the situation as it presented itself? Not much, just a bit.And he did.
-Something did.
Hyunseung stared at him,no words coming up on his lips ,no expectations gracing his features. He was deep in thought judging by the way his forehead was clouded by a deep frown,his eyes lost somewhere Junhyung knew nothing of.
-What?
-You'd like to know that ,huh? Oh this was getting pretty fun. It was his turn to joke,to laugh ,to take advantage,it was his turn to take it all back. It was his turn to just play a bit with the object of his desire that kept escaping from him somehow.
Hyunseung just stared at him for a moments,his mouth half open in an attempt to paint the words the had yet to speak.
-How bad is it?
He thought about it for a while.Just contemplating a decent ,believable answer .
-Very.If this gets out...you could get kicked out of B2ST.
Okay...as much fun as this was,even he knew he was a bit too rough on that one. He knew how much the redhead suffered once before and even the thought of being...oh. Really,he was such a bastard.
-Listen,Seungie...
But the redhead just cut him off,blurring out words muffled by bitting on his lower lip,so hard.
-So...that means...if this gets out i...would be in trouble ,right?
He turned his head around in embarrassment ,avoiding to look into Junhyung's curious eyes. But he was already used to that.
By the time the rapper managed to register what he heard his whole face lit up,huge smile plastered on his luscious lips.
-Oh my ,Seungie...are you suggesting i could...blackmail you?
So that's really all the redhead needed. A reason. A reason to be able to be like he really wanted to,to be able to act freely...well if that's what he wanted,that's what he would get.
-No,of ...of course not.
He wondered if anybody ever noticed how pretty he was when he was ashamed?He hoped not though. Junhyung almost wanted to seal him away from the eyes of the world ,keep him locked in a box only he had the key to. But sadly,that was only possible in those fancy cartoons.
-But it is a good idea however.I'm sorry,Seungie ...i just can't pass an offer like this.
So he just placed his hands on the sides of the older boy's face,holding it up just a slight bit so he can face him...their hot lips close to touching,bodies near one another,back pressing against the cold wall.
-Kiss me.
And then Hyunseung closes the space between them ,violently taking Junhyung's more than willing lips. And it feels so good when they both open their mouths,their tongues dancing together in a heated dance. Synchronizing with each other,needing,feeling,stealing any bit of each other they can before it 's taken away from them. And soon their legs are moving,lips still locked together ,hands desperately removing shirts ,tugging at belts.It doesn't take long before they were both shirtless,untangled limbs spread on the living room floor.And the only thing protecting their intimacy being the dreaded red couch they failed to land on in the heat of the passionate moment.
And Hyunseung was holding unto the rapper with one hand pulling hard on the sensitive strands of his hair and the other one just focusing on drawing him closer ,holding unto his back tight ,almost with fear of letting go,rubbing them both together as much as he can .And Junhyung is so sure he has scratches all over his body,small nails managing to sofltly braze the skin and he doesn't mind,no he doesn't mind at all.Actually,he loves it just like he loves the way Hyunseung is singing his name like a sacred chant.And this is so much better that he ever imagined.Cause he did imagine this.A lot of times. They're moaning and panting so loud they don't care if the whole world hears them,Junhyung desperately tugging at Hyunseung's belt cause OH GOD he doesn't know how long he can take this anymore.
But then he somehow hears Doojoon's voice above all the heat and it feels it get closer,so close he can even distinguish the words he's saying .
-Roll...oh Godness...roll over.
But Hyunseung doesn't listen,can't hear him ...and oh why oh why doesn't always happen like this?
So he just rolls them both over himself so they're under the table,hidden from the source of that annoying noise.Was that AJ 's voice too?oh great. Nothing good could come up when those two were together.
But then the redhead realizes what just happened and regains his normal breathing patterns. He squirms from underneath the rapper's body and quickly pulls his shirt under the table desperately searching for Junhyung's. Oh good. It wasn't there.
-Oh what the? How many times did i tell them to clean up after themselves?! And who does this belong to anyway?
Doojoon's voice sounded pretty upset as he probably found the damn shirt they lost someway on the trip to the couch. But Kikwang just snorted out loud.
-Junhyung's?
-JUNHYUNG?! No way...i would have expected Yeosob or Dongwon or you but...
-Hey.Watch it.
It was always fun to hear their conversations as they never ceased to argue like a newly wedded couple over the silliest matters.Kikwang was the only one who openly protested to the leader and even mocked him and Junhyung could almost see their expressions from where he was secluded under the wooden table.
And that's when he heard Hyunseung laugh, silently muffling the sounds with his free hand.
-You're...b..usted.
Who would have thought he was so cute when laughing and that his laugh actually sounded so much like spring birds singing together in a beautiful harmony. He knew he heard it before but somehow it never sounded as charming as it did now .He smiled at him and just delicately kissed the tip of his nose.
"I love you" but of course,that was a story for him to tell another time.
I can't believe i can't call Hyunseung redhead anymore. Not fair.
That's all you get for now. and yes i am such a tease 8D BUT i'll promise i'll make the next chapter better AND the last one (prob no.6) will be filled with smut LOL ;D
oh and i barely stopped myself from adding some DooWang right there....but i gotta leave that for another time cos no matter how much i would love them all gay for eachother ,that's hardly even possible lol
Thank you for reading <3