It was you all along [6/6]
And he didn’t even have any idea why his body was not responding to his commands anymore ,why he felt so numb and there was no way he could bring himself to question that silly beat in his ear.
He felt strange all of the sudden and Hyunseung’s confused look didn’t help him in any way. What just happened? Did the boy just accept him?
He couldn’t be sure so he just waited,waited for a decent answer before daring to express happiness.It was a simple way to secure his heart from getting broken yet again. But the truth was ,he couldn’t help but feel happy even after getting just a small ray of hope after so long time of living in the darkness.Even if that ray of light could easily dissipate .He was so joyful he didn’t even know what to say anymore ,was at a loss for words. He couldn’t even move or blink of fear of letting this beautiful dream go.
But just like reading his mind the older boy suddenly put his arms around his neck and connected their lips once more and never has anything felt more heavenly than having that warmth yet again. Both inside and outside.
That’s when he actually realized. He was being accepted.And for the first time in so many months,he could clearly hear his heartbeat again. And it was beating so fast,so rapidly pounding against his ribs ,so violent so...so wonderful .
But then he pulled away from the kiss and simply stared at Hyunseung’s beautiful face,took notice of all the wonderful details of his delicate figure and made sure he would have it all well imprinted in his head for as long as he could.
He leaned in slightly,holding the older boy’s jaw with one hand and slowly kissed his lids,nose,cheeks and mouth as softly as he was capable .Hyunseung was squirming underneath his gentle touch but he kept him steady.
“Please.Just...let me”
And Hyunseung sighed and dropped his head to the side,his hand slowly mussing the rapper ‘s already disheveled hair ,teeth biting his lower lip to stiffen the upcoming moans.
So he just let Junhyung have his body,kiss wet trails alongside his jaw,slowly biting his earlobe.
Hyunseung just gasped slightly at the connection,his hand tightening on Junhyung’s sensitive strands and the rapper just smiled.
“You are so sensitive,Seungie”
And Junhyung just lowered his head ,wet trails continuing on the older boy’s neck and on his collarbone,resting there for just a bit more to taste his sweet scent . Hyunseung was just close to going insane judging by the way his free fingers were grabbing unto Junhyung’s jacket and his lips were under the pressure of his teeth,faint taste of red metal dying on his mouth.
So he got up and kissed that liquid lingering on the older boy’s lips,ignoring the way the redhead’s hips rolled in desperation .He had to admit he was going crazy himself but he just wanted a bit more,just a bit more of Hyunseung. Just wanted to feel him a little bit more before anything else happened.
But soon he felt cold,long fingertips touching the hot skin on his stomach and he couldn’t help but gasp out loud,Hyunseung’s fingers moving up and upper and soon they were touching his nipples and teasing with each contrasting touch on his too heated up skin.
“Oh God”.
And Hyunseung stopped every movement and just looked up at Junhyung,eyes filled with lust and need,voice shaky and so sinful :
"Just...just do it already..."
And Junhyung just glanced at him,seeing his face twisted in a mix of so many contrasting feelings,and even though his body screamed for Junhyung's ,his figure was still wearing the faint taste of fear.Fear of the new,fear of this form of sex he never yet experienced.
But the rapper just gently moved the strands of hair clouding the redhead's vision and started kissing his swollen lips,softly whispering between heavy breath intakes:"Just relax baby,i'll make you feel good.I promise"
He felt the body underneath his grow softer,and hands lying on the back of his neck ,deepening the kiss. And the rapper couldn't help but slowly and clumsily try to lift up Hyunseung's shirt,silently pleading for aid, his hands trembling too much with anticipation. And despite the nonexistence of words,the older boy understood and raised his hands above his head,breaking the kiss for just a second. And that mere second left their lips feeling so cold.
But as soon as he succeeded in revealing just half of the redhead's beautiful chest,Junhyung stopped and kept his eyes locked on it,his hand traveling over the panting body,his mouth getting closer to the sensitive skin.And just as his lips touched it,Hyunseung took a deep breath ,his hand curled in junhyung's hair and boy,the rapper loved the way his long fingers felt against his scalp and that just made him want more,touch,kiss,take every bit of the male pressed against his body . So he softly kissed his chest,lingering a while around his sensitive nipples,earning himself a few moans muffled by the older boy biting on the sleeve of his half lifted shirt.
And his revealed chest was Junhyung's playground,his soft flesh touched,kissed,bitten ,abused. And he couldn't say anything,he couldn't do anything but whisper a few incoherent words under his breath and softly moan each time Junhyung caught that sensitive skin underneath his tongue.
"Jun...hyung. Someone could...see us."
But he knew the rapper didn't care. Junhyung took so much more pleasure in the risk,the madness of the moment. And just to prove his point,the rapper slid a hand in Hyunseung's pants ,never for a second stopping the teasing action on his chest. He felt the redhead tense against his body as every muscle flexed against Junhyung's moving palm.
The rapper quickly lifted his head up and locked his lips with the redhead's just in time to catch his first heated moan with his mouth. He kept pumping the hardened flesh even faster,allowing the older male to move his hands up under his shirt,on his back,his short fingernails leaving soft stinging marks on the delicate flesh. But Junhyung actually found that soft burning pain exciting and he knew every time the sting got heavier ,he was doing just the right thing.
"Shush ,baby. Not so loud,they could hear us"
And Hyunseung squirmed against him ,his mouth parting for just a little bit of air,his teeth sinking deeper into his reddened lips,to muffle the pleasurable sounds. Junhyung's mouth on his neck,gently biting his earlobe, leaving small soft patterns on the overly sensitive skin. And he was going insane,torn between the desperate need to scream out loud and the fear of being heard. And he knew Junhyung took pleasure in this,in the way he was unconsciously rubbing his legs against the rapper's,silently begging him for more ,asking to please,please don't stop just yet.
And he didn't. He kept moving his hand,sometimes going slower just to listen to the older boy's delicious whimpers and then changing the speed again and again and again till the older male reached his limit and they both moaned in unison,sweet ,dirty sounds shared on their lips ,tongues dancing with suave, obscene movements.And soon he has Hyunseung panting heavily in front of him,his revealed chest covered in small beads of sweat,his hair mussed ,his lips swollen and small bruises on his perfect silky skin and Junhyung doesn't believe his pants ever felt so painfully tight.And the redhead is looking back into his eyes then and somehow he believes he has the look of a predator painted on his face by the way he is stared at. But Hyunseung doesn't back away,he just slightly moves his legs and hips so he can roll them perfectly ,rubbing against Junhyung's thighs . And the rapper whimpers in response to the older boy's teasing movement,at the way he gets so close to that delicious spot and then misses it by a mere millimeter making Junhyung hold on to the wall behind their heated bodies,his knuckles growing white with need,his face twisted with lust.
"Hyunseung.I want you ....mhm...now"
But he doesn't stop moving his leg,he doesn't stop rubbing and teasing because he just wants a taste of Junhyung too. He lifts up the younger male's shirt a bit,just to be able touch his skin with his lacy fingers,to lick the soft flesh with his tongue.
"Seung...ahh.Please."
But the rapper can't do anything,he can't move or get away from that pleasurable feeling of his lover's lips on his body,of his hands lost all around his chest with no particular direction. He is intoxicated with this delicious feeling and it drives him insane,so insane.
And Hyunseung just stops soon,catching the younger boy's lips with his own and it's rough ,it's vulgar and it's so so hot. Somehow he feels shaky hands desperately tugging at his belt and it doesn't take long till his pants are almost halfway down,not quite touching his knees,firmly held in place by one of Junhyung's hands gripping his ass.
He has no idea what the rapper's doing with the other one but he hears strange unfamiliar sounds and just catches with the corner of his eyes the blurry image of Junhyung holding a small bottle in his hand and he doesn't care how he got it,he doesn't care how the rapper's zipper is already open ...all he cares about is that his stomach is twisting and he needs something and he needs it now.Anything ,he wants more,he needs more of this more more more.
"Just hurry up.Please" and he didn't want his voice to sound so much like a whimper,and he didn't want it to be so low and pleading but Goddamnit,he couldn't even think straight right now.
And it seemed to work cause Junhyung looked at him once more,his vision clouded with lust and desire,licking his too dry lips .And both his hands are on his ass now,gripping ever so tightly Hyunseung has to bite his tongue to stifle the moan threatening to escape ,and he feels the cold wall behind him even closer now as he slides up on it,legs encircling Junhyung's waist.
"I want to see your face" the rapper's voice sounds so needy and filled with so much care that suddenly he doesn't care about their position anymore .And his line of thoughts gets interrupted by a strange intrusion and it's cold and wet and he's pretty sure that's Junhyung's finger cause the younger male keeps softly shushing him,telling to relax. And he knows this is necessary,that it will make it easier to stand the real intrusion but it's uncomfortable and strange and his body keeps refusing the unfamiliar object. But when the taller male,in his movements, touches a special bundle of nerves somewhere inside him he can't help but moan so hard and hold on to Junhyung's back even tighter ,almost drawing blood on the reddened flesh under his shirt. And he hears Junhyung moaning too and God,that's just so sexy and he wants more of it.
And the rapper needs him so much too.So much ,he can't even move his finger the right way,can't even remember if it's up and down or left and right or both ..and he can't even remember how he's supposed to help loosen that tight ring of muscle.
"I'm sorry" he whimpers before replacing his finger with his hardened organ and crashing his lips unto Hyunseung's hard.
And what follows is a chorus of screams of pain and pleasure,mixing in the faintest and sweetest sounds .Junhyung moves slow and Hyunseungs cries hard ,biting on the rapper's shoulder and it hurts,it hurts so good.
It drives them both insane and the rapper can barely breathe with the need to bury himself deeper inside that wonderfully tight place he craved for such a long time,he wants to move faster,harder. He almost needs to hear his lover scream cause he makes the most delicious sounds he ever heard. Sex never felt so great before and he is so sure none of the faces twisted in pleasure he saw before were as so beautiful as Hyunseung's. And he wants to push even further and let him know he's only his,that no one is allowed to touch him this way but him,that no one is ever again allowed to make him feel this way.
And somehow,despite the freshness of all this, he manages to hit that spot again and the redhead gasps and licks his swollen lips .Junhyung can't help but notice his moans sound so much better filled with delirious pleasure and he knows he can move faster now and he does. Faster faster faster. So fast his head is spinning and Hyunseung's clutching a bit portion of his hair,forgetting completely about the needed silence,screaming out loud and he doesn't even care about silencing him anymore.
Cause he is screaming too,moaning,panting .Heavy thrusts and loud pants echoing in the otherwise silent hallway.
"Junhyung..."
And he just loves his name so much now.
"I am going to..."
And he knows just what the redhead is about to say.And he also knows he won't cause the words are too embarrassing to speak out loud but he understands anyway.
"Me too"
And he sees stars behind his closed lids. And the stars are shining so bright and his head is spinning so much that he is pretty sure the ground is too and also the whole room ,all in the same rhythm.
And one last time he touches Hyunseung's sweaty ,warm torso and it feels so good against his cold palm. The redhead feels it too,because he gasps a bit at the sudden connection and softly smiles back at Junhyung.
"You're crazy."
Junhyung can't help but snort at that,his back turned to the redhead as he fixes his clothes and arranges them the way they were before,to avoid any suspicions. It's a miracle they weren't caught,but he couldn't care less about consequences right now anyway. He still isn't sure that this isn't just another one of his alluring dreams and he just wants to watch Hyunseung get dressed,take just a small peak at his sculpted back and become sure of the reality of all this. But he fails as he turns around to find a fully clothed man in front of his hungry eyes.
Yet Junhyung still loves the view so he soundlessly catches him in his arms,his chest pressed to the older male's back,his chin resting on his shoulder. And his delicate frame fits so perfectly against his body that he still wonders why he didn't notice this sooner.
"...About you"
And it's Hyunseung's turn to snort ,despite the pure honesty in the rapper's words. He still isn't used to his ways,to the corny words that are from now on going to be accepted as truth.But he still lets him hold him,still rests his hands over Junhyung's own.
" We could have been caught" the redhead continues ,his voice filled with doubt.
"But we didn't"
It was such a risk,a stupid opportunity to just ruin their careers,all they ever worked for over...over an impulse,a moment of weakness. But Hyunseung knows deep inside he is just lying to himself,knows that he wanted this just as much as the rapper and he knows that too well.
We have to go to face the world soon. Just let me have a few more minutes,please.
And Junhyung prays the world will be kind. He prays it will be beautiful...he prays he will never have to let go. And he holds him closer.
"I need to tell you something" And Hyunseung's voice is low and serious,and Junhyung's heart is beating faster,each beat filled with more worry, more anticipation...
He just nods in response,just waits.
"Those girls..."
And suddenly Junhyung's stomach is up to his throat now and it feels so uncomfortable there and he just wants to scream it out but he stands still,doesn't move a muscle,doesn't stop him. Please,go on. he silently urges him further.
"I...i haven't slept with any of them"
Say what?
"It's cause...damnit,Junhyung... i only respond to you.What did you do to me?"
Oh. Did he just.... But Hyunseung's face is hidden in his palms and his ears caught just a small tint of red and oh my godness he can't stop the goofy smile suddenly spreading on his face and he just can't can't...can't believe people swear Heaven can't be reached.
And he turns the redhead around so he can face him,and gently cups his face in his palms. He softly touches his lips with his own and Hyunseung responds,kisses back gently and yet still so so greedy. And it's just perfect that way.
" I love you so much"
"I think....i do too"
Omg! It's failed!smut. Brace yourselves ! :D
And it ended...it really really ended. Wow. ~
I hope everyone enjoyed this just as much as i enjoyed writing it <3(not this chapter though,it's bad ;O )
He felt strange all of the sudden and Hyunseung’s confused look didn’t help him in any way. What just happened? Did the boy just accept him?
He couldn’t be sure so he just waited,waited for a decent answer before daring to express happiness.It was a simple way to secure his heart from getting broken yet again. But the truth was ,he couldn’t help but feel happy even after getting just a small ray of hope after so long time of living in the darkness.Even if that ray of light could easily dissipate .He was so joyful he didn’t even know what to say anymore ,was at a loss for words. He couldn’t even move or blink of fear of letting this beautiful dream go.
But just like reading his mind the older boy suddenly put his arms around his neck and connected their lips once more and never has anything felt more heavenly than having that warmth yet again. Both inside and outside.
That’s when he actually realized. He was being accepted.And for the first time in so many months,he could clearly hear his heartbeat again. And it was beating so fast,so rapidly pounding against his ribs ,so violent so...so wonderful .
But then he pulled away from the kiss and simply stared at Hyunseung’s beautiful face,took notice of all the wonderful details of his delicate figure and made sure he would have it all well imprinted in his head for as long as he could.
He leaned in slightly,holding the older boy’s jaw with one hand and slowly kissed his lids,nose,cheeks and mouth as softly as he was capable .Hyunseung was squirming underneath his gentle touch but he kept him steady.
“Please.Just...let me”
And Hyunseung sighed and dropped his head to the side,his hand slowly mussing the rapper ‘s already disheveled hair ,teeth biting his lower lip to stiffen the upcoming moans.
So he just let Junhyung have his body,kiss wet trails alongside his jaw,slowly biting his earlobe.
Hyunseung just gasped slightly at the connection,his hand tightening on Junhyung’s sensitive strands and the rapper just smiled.
“You are so sensitive,Seungie”
And Junhyung just lowered his head ,wet trails continuing on the older boy’s neck and on his collarbone,resting there for just a bit more to taste his sweet scent . Hyunseung was just close to going insane judging by the way his free fingers were grabbing unto Junhyung’s jacket and his lips were under the pressure of his teeth,faint taste of red metal dying on his mouth.
So he got up and kissed that liquid lingering on the older boy’s lips,ignoring the way the redhead’s hips rolled in desperation .He had to admit he was going crazy himself but he just wanted a bit more,just a bit more of Hyunseung. Just wanted to feel him a little bit more before anything else happened.
But soon he felt cold,long fingertips touching the hot skin on his stomach and he couldn’t help but gasp out loud,Hyunseung’s fingers moving up and upper and soon they were touching his nipples and teasing with each contrasting touch on his too heated up skin.
“Oh God”.
And Hyunseung stopped every movement and just looked up at Junhyung,eyes filled with lust and need,voice shaky and so sinful :
"Just...just do it already..."
And Junhyung just glanced at him,seeing his face twisted in a mix of so many contrasting feelings,and even though his body screamed for Junhyung's ,his figure was still wearing the faint taste of fear.Fear of the new,fear of this form of sex he never yet experienced.
But the rapper just gently moved the strands of hair clouding the redhead's vision and started kissing his swollen lips,softly whispering between heavy breath intakes:"Just relax baby,i'll make you feel good.I promise"
He felt the body underneath his grow softer,and hands lying on the back of his neck ,deepening the kiss. And the rapper couldn't help but slowly and clumsily try to lift up Hyunseung's shirt,silently pleading for aid, his hands trembling too much with anticipation. And despite the nonexistence of words,the older boy understood and raised his hands above his head,breaking the kiss for just a second. And that mere second left their lips feeling so cold.
But as soon as he succeeded in revealing just half of the redhead's beautiful chest,Junhyung stopped and kept his eyes locked on it,his hand traveling over the panting body,his mouth getting closer to the sensitive skin.And just as his lips touched it,Hyunseung took a deep breath ,his hand curled in junhyung's hair and boy,the rapper loved the way his long fingers felt against his scalp and that just made him want more,touch,kiss,take every bit of the male pressed against his body . So he softly kissed his chest,lingering a while around his sensitive nipples,earning himself a few moans muffled by the older boy biting on the sleeve of his half lifted shirt.
And his revealed chest was Junhyung's playground,his soft flesh touched,kissed,bitten ,abused. And he couldn't say anything,he couldn't do anything but whisper a few incoherent words under his breath and softly moan each time Junhyung caught that sensitive skin underneath his tongue.
"Jun...hyung. Someone could...see us."
But he knew the rapper didn't care. Junhyung took so much more pleasure in the risk,the madness of the moment. And just to prove his point,the rapper slid a hand in Hyunseung's pants ,never for a second stopping the teasing action on his chest. He felt the redhead tense against his body as every muscle flexed against Junhyung's moving palm.
The rapper quickly lifted his head up and locked his lips with the redhead's just in time to catch his first heated moan with his mouth. He kept pumping the hardened flesh even faster,allowing the older male to move his hands up under his shirt,on his back,his short fingernails leaving soft stinging marks on the delicate flesh. But Junhyung actually found that soft burning pain exciting and he knew every time the sting got heavier ,he was doing just the right thing.
"Shush ,baby. Not so loud,they could hear us"
And Hyunseung squirmed against him ,his mouth parting for just a little bit of air,his teeth sinking deeper into his reddened lips,to muffle the pleasurable sounds. Junhyung's mouth on his neck,gently biting his earlobe, leaving small soft patterns on the overly sensitive skin. And he was going insane,torn between the desperate need to scream out loud and the fear of being heard. And he knew Junhyung took pleasure in this,in the way he was unconsciously rubbing his legs against the rapper's,silently begging him for more ,asking to please,please don't stop just yet.
And he didn't. He kept moving his hand,sometimes going slower just to listen to the older boy's delicious whimpers and then changing the speed again and again and again till the older male reached his limit and they both moaned in unison,sweet ,dirty sounds shared on their lips ,tongues dancing with suave, obscene movements.And soon he has Hyunseung panting heavily in front of him,his revealed chest covered in small beads of sweat,his hair mussed ,his lips swollen and small bruises on his perfect silky skin and Junhyung doesn't believe his pants ever felt so painfully tight.And the redhead is looking back into his eyes then and somehow he believes he has the look of a predator painted on his face by the way he is stared at. But Hyunseung doesn't back away,he just slightly moves his legs and hips so he can roll them perfectly ,rubbing against Junhyung's thighs . And the rapper whimpers in response to the older boy's teasing movement,at the way he gets so close to that delicious spot and then misses it by a mere millimeter making Junhyung hold on to the wall behind their heated bodies,his knuckles growing white with need,his face twisted with lust.
"Hyunseung.I want you ....mhm...now"
But he doesn't stop moving his leg,he doesn't stop rubbing and teasing because he just wants a taste of Junhyung too. He lifts up the younger male's shirt a bit,just to be able touch his skin with his lacy fingers,to lick the soft flesh with his tongue.
"Seung...ahh.Please."
But the rapper can't do anything,he can't move or get away from that pleasurable feeling of his lover's lips on his body,of his hands lost all around his chest with no particular direction. He is intoxicated with this delicious feeling and it drives him insane,so insane.
And Hyunseung just stops soon,catching the younger boy's lips with his own and it's rough ,it's vulgar and it's so so hot. Somehow he feels shaky hands desperately tugging at his belt and it doesn't take long till his pants are almost halfway down,not quite touching his knees,firmly held in place by one of Junhyung's hands gripping his ass.
He has no idea what the rapper's doing with the other one but he hears strange unfamiliar sounds and just catches with the corner of his eyes the blurry image of Junhyung holding a small bottle in his hand and he doesn't care how he got it,he doesn't care how the rapper's zipper is already open ...all he cares about is that his stomach is twisting and he needs something and he needs it now.Anything ,he wants more,he needs more of this more more more.
"Just hurry up.Please" and he didn't want his voice to sound so much like a whimper,and he didn't want it to be so low and pleading but Goddamnit,he couldn't even think straight right now.
And it seemed to work cause Junhyung looked at him once more,his vision clouded with lust and desire,licking his too dry lips .And both his hands are on his ass now,gripping ever so tightly Hyunseung has to bite his tongue to stifle the moan threatening to escape ,and he feels the cold wall behind him even closer now as he slides up on it,legs encircling Junhyung's waist.
"I want to see your face" the rapper's voice sounds so needy and filled with so much care that suddenly he doesn't care about their position anymore .And his line of thoughts gets interrupted by a strange intrusion and it's cold and wet and he's pretty sure that's Junhyung's finger cause the younger male keeps softly shushing him,telling to relax. And he knows this is necessary,that it will make it easier to stand the real intrusion but it's uncomfortable and strange and his body keeps refusing the unfamiliar object. But when the taller male,in his movements, touches a special bundle of nerves somewhere inside him he can't help but moan so hard and hold on to Junhyung's back even tighter ,almost drawing blood on the reddened flesh under his shirt. And he hears Junhyung moaning too and God,that's just so sexy and he wants more of it.
And the rapper needs him so much too.So much ,he can't even move his finger the right way,can't even remember if it's up and down or left and right or both ..and he can't even remember how he's supposed to help loosen that tight ring of muscle.
"I'm sorry" he whimpers before replacing his finger with his hardened organ and crashing his lips unto Hyunseung's hard.
And what follows is a chorus of screams of pain and pleasure,mixing in the faintest and sweetest sounds .Junhyung moves slow and Hyunseungs cries hard ,biting on the rapper's shoulder and it hurts,it hurts so good.
It drives them both insane and the rapper can barely breathe with the need to bury himself deeper inside that wonderfully tight place he craved for such a long time,he wants to move faster,harder. He almost needs to hear his lover scream cause he makes the most delicious sounds he ever heard. Sex never felt so great before and he is so sure none of the faces twisted in pleasure he saw before were as so beautiful as Hyunseung's. And he wants to push even further and let him know he's only his,that no one is allowed to touch him this way but him,that no one is ever again allowed to make him feel this way.
And somehow,despite the freshness of all this, he manages to hit that spot again and the redhead gasps and licks his swollen lips .Junhyung can't help but notice his moans sound so much better filled with delirious pleasure and he knows he can move faster now and he does. Faster faster faster. So fast his head is spinning and Hyunseung's clutching a bit portion of his hair,forgetting completely about the needed silence,screaming out loud and he doesn't even care about silencing him anymore.
Cause he is screaming too,moaning,panting .Heavy thrusts and loud pants echoing in the otherwise silent hallway.
"Junhyung..."
And he just loves his name so much now.
"I am going to..."
And he knows just what the redhead is about to say.And he also knows he won't cause the words are too embarrassing to speak out loud but he understands anyway.
"Me too"
And he sees stars behind his closed lids. And the stars are shining so bright and his head is spinning so much that he is pretty sure the ground is too and also the whole room ,all in the same rhythm.
And one last time he touches Hyunseung's sweaty ,warm torso and it feels so good against his cold palm. The redhead feels it too,because he gasps a bit at the sudden connection and softly smiles back at Junhyung.
"You're crazy."
Junhyung can't help but snort at that,his back turned to the redhead as he fixes his clothes and arranges them the way they were before,to avoid any suspicions. It's a miracle they weren't caught,but he couldn't care less about consequences right now anyway. He still isn't sure that this isn't just another one of his alluring dreams and he just wants to watch Hyunseung get dressed,take just a small peak at his sculpted back and become sure of the reality of all this. But he fails as he turns around to find a fully clothed man in front of his hungry eyes.
Yet Junhyung still loves the view so he soundlessly catches him in his arms,his chest pressed to the older male's back,his chin resting on his shoulder. And his delicate frame fits so perfectly against his body that he still wonders why he didn't notice this sooner.
"...About you"
And it's Hyunseung's turn to snort ,despite the pure honesty in the rapper's words. He still isn't used to his ways,to the corny words that are from now on going to be accepted as truth.But he still lets him hold him,still rests his hands over Junhyung's own.
" We could have been caught" the redhead continues ,his voice filled with doubt.
"But we didn't"
It was such a risk,a stupid opportunity to just ruin their careers,all they ever worked for over...over an impulse,a moment of weakness. But Hyunseung knows deep inside he is just lying to himself,knows that he wanted this just as much as the rapper and he knows that too well.
We have to go to face the world soon. Just let me have a few more minutes,please.
And Junhyung prays the world will be kind. He prays it will be beautiful...he prays he will never have to let go. And he holds him closer.
"I need to tell you something" And Hyunseung's voice is low and serious,and Junhyung's heart is beating faster,each beat filled with more worry, more anticipation...
He just nods in response,just waits.
"Those girls..."
And suddenly Junhyung's stomach is up to his throat now and it feels so uncomfortable there and he just wants to scream it out but he stands still,doesn't move a muscle,doesn't stop him. Please,go on. he silently urges him further.
"I...i haven't slept with any of them"
Say what?
"It's cause...damnit,Junhyung... i only respond to you.What did you do to me?"
Oh. Did he just.... But Hyunseung's face is hidden in his palms and his ears caught just a small tint of red and oh my godness he can't stop the goofy smile suddenly spreading on his face and he just can't can't...can't believe people swear Heaven can't be reached.
And he turns the redhead around so he can face him,and gently cups his face in his palms. He softly touches his lips with his own and Hyunseung responds,kisses back gently and yet still so so greedy. And it's just perfect that way.
" I love you so much"
"I think....i do too"
Omg! It's failed!smut. Brace yourselves ! :D
And it ended...it really really ended. Wow. ~
I hope everyone enjoyed this just as much as i enjoyed writing it <3(not this chapter though,it's bad ;O )