Sometimes I wish my parents would just split up.. I'm so sick of their constant bickering.. It's really getting old. My mom is never happy anymore, and well my dad, he wasn't ever happy to begin with so, whatever. I mean I know it's horrible.. but I LOVE it when my dad goes away, and I think I can speak for my brother and sister to when I say that ( Read more... )

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steph is home and we went to quizno's for dinner.. me steph, mo and bj... fun... and dang good.. i always feel sick after i eat there however :( so then steph and i head to suchins house and she gets ready while i lay on the bed and read a magazine.. then we head to my house and get started.. it's been awhile.. so i think it was somewhat ( Read more... )

I dont really have much to say.. im getting very lonely here in paradise.. i love it here, but what i really love is when my friends are here with me... I've been hanging out with my sister a lot lately, which i have enjoyed. i miss stephanie. too much. :( oh well i'll meet new people.. maybe even some guys.. (not with my luck).. with that topic ( Read more... )

all i have to say is wow.. and more wow.. i can't believe i defended him... how could i be so naive and what did i do to deserve it? WOW

well.. i didnt think I would ever write on this thing again. but lately there has been a lot on my mind.. but i would rather keep it in.. everyone is leaving soon, and it's gonna be hard.. but it's life and it happens, i'll meet some new people, and move on. i dont have anything else to say right now.. i'll write more later.. bye....

so yesterday i realized what was missing from my life.. I miss that feeling that someone cares about you.. but tonight, i had a good convo.. i still dont know how he feels but, at the same time, eh i just dont know. I love how i can just tell him whatever i want to.. and he just tells me how it is.. but we'll just have to see how things go ( Read more... )

well i need to see how this looks... here it goes...