okay today was not like every other monday-- i didnt have that special glow-- that special green car..... there wasn't a jeremy. i went to the farrens-- there isnt a good glow there either. paul didn't even have a special hint in his voice. everyone was down in the dumps. .......

sooo sad......=(

WHY HIM!

i saw it.... i saw it all...... the car, the crash....... if i new it was him i would've stopped...... i swear i would have.......:'(

sorry to all that contributed...

okay i've got an idea im not going to go out with anyone for awhile till i can actually make a commitment to someone and stay true and know that im not going to go and cheat on them or something haha good idea right? ive made some mistakes but im actually willing to change after who all of the guys ive hurt im really sorry but im changin isnt ( Read more... )

hello everyone haha yes if you didnt know last night we celebrated halloween which was ohh soo awesome haha i hung out at rachels with emily katie maria lindie rachel caleb taylor juan alex tim dewey ben morgan eric brad jake stephen adam tyler and many more which just made my night haha yes but maria and i got there around 5 or so and everyone ( Read more... )

duhh!!

haha dont you like my journal and journal icon!! haha i do it matches ohh so well!! haha its so maria... she is blonde but you know we all have stupidness in us just some are chosen to have more than others...

Maria Spoke: "your words stick to you like glue and reflect of me like rubber so whatever you say goes back to you"

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hey everyone okay last night was cool brooklyn came by and me maria and her ran up to cvs to beat up some caitlen moore girl for some reason but yeah maria was ready and we are going to find her but yeah anyways after brooklyn left maria and i went bowlin which was stupid the cop told my all this stupid stuff but yeah no more bowlin alley for me ( Read more... )

hey everyone!!! my day was good today!!

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haha okay everyone! i re-did my colors on my journal again! haha but now its really pretty...

i dont really have that much to say!! my day was awesome* we got to wear our pajama's too school!! haha i was afraid someone was going to pants me or sumthang but they didn't. After school the jv and varsity had to stay after and paint signs. Sidney tried ( Read more... )

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