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I really want people to remember me when I die. Some how I want to make a impact on someone's life. I want them to say, "wow that girl was a really awesome friend and Christian". I've relized why I have lost some of my friendships this year. It was because I didn't care and I feel really bad about it now. I never put forth any effort to call them ( Read more... )

Too often before I accepted Christ into my life. I often thought if I was going to believe in Christ, I'd do it when I was older. Always putting it off even though all the facts were sitting right in front of me. I would say maybe when I'm older I'll believe because I had thought of God as a burdan. Too often that does not happen. A girl I knew in ( Read more... )

Lately I've had alot of trouble from my mom. I decided to write her a note expressing my feelings. She hadn't even read it yet and she still got defensive. That was the whole reason I wrote the note because I didn't want her to get defensive and bring up things aganist me but she still did. If only I could talk to her things would be much better ( Read more... )

Ecclesiastes 11: 9 & 10

Young man, it's wonderful to be young! Enjoy every minute of it. Do everything you want to do; take it all in. But remember that you must give an account to God for everything you do. So banish grief and pain, but remember that youth, with a whole life before it, still faces the threat of meaninglessness.

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I'm doing alot better from the other day. I talked to Cody and vented and of course he made me feel a whole lot better. Yesterday was just such a gooood day. I felt good. Today was okay. Got my yearbook. Not too many days left. I've been really tired lately. My math grade is a "c". Which is somewhat good... It's passing. I wish it was alot higher ( Read more... )

Today has not been a good day at all. Except it was beatiful. I set my alarm at 6 and guess what? It never went off. So I woke up around 9:30 ish which is way too late for church. Why my parents didn't wake me up? I have no idea. Then right when I get down stairs my Mom starts ragging on me. Blah Blah Blah. Why were you laughing last night as I ( Read more... )

Wow it's like what? Almost two and I'm still up... Weeeell there is a good reason. I'm trying to make a mix cd for my mother on mother's day (which is today, if any of you lame losers forgot haha just kidding). I already got a bear that sings for her and a rose and such but still I'd like to make a mix for her. Friday I went to Vickie's youth ( Read more... )

I just droped my glass full of a drink. It's weird because this is the second time in a week that I've done this. I just think about some subject daze out and kabam! I've been kind of bleh all week long. I'm really getting excited about school ending... Soon we'll be done. I won't be sad about it like I was when I left middle school. I will be