Comments | wanttodisappear: i wish i could talk to you.

wanttodisappear

i wish i could talk to you.

Apr 05, 2009 16:38

something new. something new. something new. something new.

the obvious would be a new job. but really, my job's so easy. i get paid more than i've ever gotten paid. the hours aren't bad. i have the option of talking to a bunch of college kids. most of them seem lame. but occationally one is really cool. as much as i say i hate my job, it's not ( Read more... )

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spareheartbeats April 6 2009, 22:43:29 UTC

i dont really think that people would be ashamed to be with you. i mean, you are a really interesting girl, whos smart, funny and cute as hell. i dont really see ashamed there.

oh. the one person. oh. man. almost ten years with one guy....yeah....sometimes i think that i will never met, love, share or connect with anyone like i did him. that really, makes me want to hide in a hole for the next three to six lifetimes. but instead, i just keep going through stupid boys that wouldnt ever add up to him. i think i hate love krystle!

i feel what you mean about the connection thing. i used to have this huge hand picked family that all lived together and played and drank and created together and now thats all gone, we still all love each other but those connections are gone. i miss it so much and just keep looking for oppurtunities to arise that would put me back into a situation like that.

i dunno. maybe saturday ill make you laugh so much youll forget that you feel bad. hopefully. :)

wanttodisappear April 7 2009, 01:31:50 UTC

i'm pretty excited to hang out with you saturday.

i hope it becomes a regular thing!

spareheartbeats April 8 2009, 00:59:06 UTC

me too! you live so close to me and i have no one to go to bars with anymore!

famouswithoutme April 7 2009, 18:23:58 UTC

if the person that you really want to be with doesn't want to be with you just as badly, it's just not right. when you find the perfect boy for you, he'll make it known that he never wants to lose you and no one else in the world is better for you than him.

i learned that lesson the hard way. you can't change people and you can't make them feel more for you than they do right now. and honestly, would you want someone whose mind you had to change in order for them to really love you? probably not.

it may take a while (hang in there!) but it will happen for you someday. :)

wanttodisappear April 13 2009, 07:06:09 UTC

thank you.

it's good to know that other people have gone through it.