Some days are good, others are bad. I just wish I could fast-forward time so I can see my sailor... I know some of you read this and dismiss it... that's okay...
I wish that he could at least call me. Just to hear his voice would be great. Letters are wonderful too. I can't wait to be back in his arms.
Today was a leeeeetle bit better. I'm doin'okay...doin' aight. *knocks on wood* Hopefully I can feel this way tonight. Sigh. WAA! I hate not being able to say hi to recruitment counselor sisters! Eh. Atleast its almost over.
So it's happened. He left yesterday... I finally got a chance to cry when I got home. No tears when he went up that escalator...he needs to know that his decision isn't breaking my heart, it's his absence itself. *heart pains*