Today my mind was changed about someone I thought was a good person. I love them very deeply and it hurts because it feels like they died. Only they are fully alive and just making choices that show they don't give a shit about anybody else. Either they changed, or I changed, but I KNOW he didn't used to make choices like this so I know I didn't ( Read more... )

One of those life lessons I need to keep learning over and over - do not prioritize people who do not prioritize me ( Read more... )

when you were young you didn't careI kicked it old school all night so LJ is the appropriate place to log it ( Read more... )

Why is it that when men (or women who are not good communicators) do not want to tell someone they made a choice that will hurt their feelings their solution is to evade questions about that choice? If you are going to tell someone something that you feel will have a negative impact, the correct course of action is NOT to just not tell them because ( Read more... )

Dan and I have been together over four years. We made it through a ton of bullshit at the beginning. Our families are so different, we're from different backgrounds, not right for each other, etc. When you're in love these things don't matter so we had two solid years of "honeymoon phase" before we settled into a life together. Fighting sucks, but ( Read more... )

when your life seems to be going pretty well and you have your shit together and you still feel like you're going to fall apart? Why do I have to feel on the verge of tears when not that many things are wrong?
Ovaries.

What happened to logic? For that matter, what happened to conversation? Lately it seems people only start a conversation or call to say what they want to say to you and do not care what is going on with you. They will call, ask how you are, and instead of listening and responding to what you've said, they will just start talking about whatever they ( Read more... )

So I have no e-life lately, but my real life is going well. Finals are next week and I'm almost at the end of yet another semester. The fuel gauge on my car is broken, but I'm smart enough to track the mileage against how much gas I put in so no biggie ( Read more... )

My goal in life is to never work a full-time job just to pay the bills and support the family and have no joy in what I do. I don't want to toil away as a wage slave just to live and have that feeling every day of dread when I wake up and dread when I go to bed because I just have to get up and do it all again tomorrow. I want to love what I do, or ( Read more... )

I can steal an internet signal from the gay bar across the street when I'm at the Williamson St. Amsterdam location. I've been watching Black Books on Hulu the whole time I've been here. It's hilarious and the perfect dose of British comedy that I needed. Americans haven't gotten their hands on this one yet and I don't think they could do it ( Read more... )