christmas update.

[ware]

so, christmas was mostly ok. it was good to spend time with my family and all that stuff. even my grandma wasn't terrible. but i feel as though i ate my words from my previous entry.

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[float0n_]

oh my god, that's HORRBIBLE.

I did some foul shit to my mom too back in the day and it still kills me, every single time i think about it. My stomach knots up and I feel like i'm going to puke but I just cry and cry.

I tell her every day how sorry I am and I always make sure she knows that i love her but god, she won't be here forever and I'm such a shit for making those 3 or 4 years pure hell. *sigh*

sometimes, you have to let people realize things like that on their own... it sounds like you can't help your sister.

[ware]

i know exactly how you feel. *hugs*

and i know sometimes people just don't want to be helped, but it hurts all the same.

[float0n_]

I know it does but at some point, you have to let that go. It can be a lifelong case of hurt and pain when in reality, you can't do anything but hope that person will change. ♥

well..

[rionna]

i see we need to put your sister and my sister in a box and mail them to Africa and let them see what it's really like to live without the things they want instead of them being giant bitches to get thier way...

i really don't understand how people can treat thier parents like shit and expect to get things in return, Bob is a repeat offender of this... when the fuck are they going to grow out of that and realize they are the only parents they will ever have?

Re: well..

[ware]

isn't bob about to turn 20? it's strange that she still thinks that way, although she should be a fully capable adult...

siblings baffle me.

Re: well..

[rionna]

Bob will be 20 in July.. but acts like a spoiled little 15 year old..
today i got into a fight with her on the phone about her expecting my parents to pay for everything for her.. they pay her college, cell, dorm fees, car insurance and she took my dad's car so she got a free car basically, fix the car when she breaks it, pay her speeding tickets and accident fines.. and she thinks they owe it to her.. needless to say it was not a good conversation..

[lecari]

That's awful :( I can understand why you're so disgusted, I would be if my sister said something like that too (well, if anyone said that, it's just out of line). Whether you were like that or not, it doesn't excuse her behaviour. Hopefully in a few years she'll be able to look back and realise how much of a bitch she was, too. I hope your parents say something to her, because honestly, you can't go around saying things like that and still expect people to do what you want - that's just unacceptable, completely. And yeah, maybe she is disappointed that she didn't get what she thought she would, but considering your Dad could have died, you'd think she'd just be grateful that he was around to buy her anything.

*hugs* I'm sorry you have to put up with that. It must be frustrating to live around her when she treats your parents like that, especially since she won't listen to you. :\

[ware]

fortunately, i don't live there, otherwise i probably would have beat the crap out of her by now. heh.

i hope that she someday realises what she has done, but speaking from personal experience, sudden enlightenment doesn't make up for it. not in the least. my parents probably won't say anything, because that's not the type of people they are. even after that disgusting display, my dad just walked back in his room and watched some TV, and my mom went and got her night time coffee.

*hugs*

[pandalicious]

my sister used to be like that.

now she's dead.

kidding.

she's still a bitch.

bush says, "don't worry... be happy." lolz

[nefret]

god damn. what she said was some low down dirty dog kind of shit. she should be fucking ashamed of herself for saying something so fucking disgusting.

shit, i dont even know what to say to you at this point because i am so appalled at her actions and words.

i do however admire your realizations about that being the way you used to act. wait, how old is sister? anyway yes i do like the fact that you realize that that is the way you used to be and that youve changed. shes gonna have a rude awakening if she keeps this up, though. time waits for no man, and she doesnt have much if she keeps her act up.

i am so sorry that you guys had to deal with that. i hope you gave your dad lots of love after that episode.

[ware]

i tried giving him love, but he's kind of a closed-off person in alot of ways. i mean, he'll be the first to day he's depressed, but never about what and when you try to give him love, he kinda shuts down. it's weird.

i know that my sister is going to have a rude awakening, because that's what happened to me. but, y'know, my rude awakening was somewhat literal...i woke up and my bedroom was on fire not 4 feet from the edge of my bed, and i realised that the last time i saw my parents, we argued and i didn't tell them that i loved them. and i don't think anyone should have to go though that. the same thing probably won't happen to my sister, because although housefires happen all the time, it's very rare that it'll happen to you. but a fire can be metaphorical...and even that is damaging. i don't want that to happen to her.

[nefret]

very wise, dear kate.

very wise.