Run my chicken fingers through your hair (Lay/Luhan), Part 2/2

[warmboys]

Run my chicken fingers through your hair (2/2)
Lay/Luhan
~13400 words
R

Lu Han returns from a long sabbatical and hits up speed-dial #1.

Comments

[primroseshows]

damn

[primroseshows]

like... i had to stop and look at other stuff for a few seconds at certain times during reading this, and in my head i was just asking myself "why am i hurting myself like this, just skip to the end and see if it's a happy ending or not, just do it, it'll ease the pain" -- and i didn't, and i read it all in order, word by word, and warmboys I HOPE YOU APPRECIATE WHAT IT COST ME

[primroseshows]

i'm a dumbass so i didn't know this old WIP was the fic that you were finishing up for the fundraiser, and in retrospect i'm glad you didn't tell me because otherwise i wouldn't have thrown myself into with the eagerness that i did to read another fic by you. the first time i sawa those initial snippets (that are now the first parts of this fic), i read them with a sick sort of nononocat.gif feeling the entire time, because it was such good writing that i didn't want to pull away, and yet everything inside me was warring against it, sort of like drinking really bitter medicine i guess? the subject matter was very distressing to me. layhan not having seen each other for years, exo no more, kris having left all of them... anyway it was all very upsetting. this finished fic is maybe more upsetting by a hundred fold but now that i have finished it i can very honestly say that i am glad you continued this flesh-eating monster and finished it and allowed me to consume it. that sounds really gross and i hope you are grossed out. it's like

[primroseshows]

LOL I WENT AND WATCHED CHEN'S BEACH VID TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER HAHAHA..... sobs

okay one thing i really love about your writing is that you can make mundane snippets of normal life really impacting, whether hilarious or very sad T__T idk how even to explain it but these parts when layhan were fighting over the cup of coffee, or going grocery shopping, or just natural teasing... obviously everything feels heavier bc of the knowledge that it's been years since they've seen each other, but even just those lines standalone, you can really read the affection and comfort layhan have with each other and it makes reading things that i'd find boring elsewhere to be really engaging T__T so thank you very much ;;;;;;;;;

your lay pov is SO AMAZING, SOOO GOOD. some lines you wrote were just mind-blowing, like srsly i would believe that yixing actually thought these thoughts and maybe i am delu but ugh T___T you're so talented. A good smile was like an outstretched hand, with gently calloused fingers, the kind of hand that touched big money

[colorfunk]

FUCK

[warmboys]

( /)u(\ )

[colorfunk]

warmboys what did we do to deserve this ;~~~; i'm so glad prim wrote the comments she did so now i can just say ^seconded and then retreat into myself and cry instead

[warmboys]

lil... what is this comment...

-embrace your kris feelings
-ughhgh that was the most difficult part of writing this, trying to make smth that by all accounts won't work irl work T__T where are my layhan voodoo dolls how do i make them love each other sexually and otherwise ;n;

-I FEEL LIKE it's incomplete / the story isn't over / but it'll never be over ,_, blehhhghhh layhan indeed

sorry this isn't the most coherent thing but you made my heart swell and i'm so happy you love them (╥_╥) thank you b-buddy ;o;

[allegorein]

STILL REELING WITH THAT KRIS WHIPLASH

[allegorein]

(even though i know it's not the centerpiece of this amazing story, but you already know what i think of this after all that tweet vomit. THUMBS UP GULL.)

[warmboys]

♡ gl on that xiuhan

[allegorein]

that xiuhan... orz

i keep re-reading this and hurting over the broken krishan and selu even though i want layhan to be endgame ;n; and if only i can copy+paste all my tweets about this fic in this comment then maybe it'll reach 1000 words...

[hipployta]

I know this is a Lay and Luhan story but I am taken by Kris and Lay's friendship in this. Presumably no one knows that Yixing knew for months that Kris wanted to leave or that they've been in contact all along

Only two people and only Luhan would have said no...interesting

Also an interesting view of post break up EXO

[warmboys]

hmm yeah I think you're right! yixing's private/discreet enough he wouldn't showcase his friendship with kris, but wouldn't deny it either if asked.

thanks for reading :3

[warmboys]

OMG I WOULD NEVER WRITE LAYHAN SADFIC ;;;;;;;;;; pls believe me when i say this ;;; they deserve all the happy endings and more!!!!

i'm sorry for the pain >_< but thank you soooo soo much for reading & your lovely comment (T⌓T) ❤❤ we layhan shippers have to stick together in this cruel harsh world