If i get through the day somebody should give me a fucking trophy or something. I just feel like i am going nowhere. Working makes me depressed. It kinda makes me want to go to school.. Which isnt a bad thing necessarily but weird none the less. Something needs to change before i lose it.

ps-i love the incredibles(ya! i bought it)

lets dance

at the coffee shop with brian and we are looking at porn on the internet ...not! lets dance, lets dance

valenshrooms day is tomarrow and you know what that means.....weeeeeeeee lets all stare at the wall!!!

tonight is double keg at state. mmmmbeer. i am eating sloppy joes , which are probably the best thing next to sliced cheese.. so i put them together.

this is from daddy...i love my bears...they are good...goose the henhouse...dont worry...it doesnt float...beware artist it wont be so easy this time...addictions need fuel im not convinced a meetings and a god and a dogma can fuel mine...criminal criminal

torture my soul, please. i will give you a dollar

if i could only wish for wings that work.<3

sittin up at the weav.. chillin. i wish this day was going faster, or maybe the guy outside on the mo-ped will go away. well, from autumn to ashes is tomarrow and i am now searching for transportation. dumb, rich WAS coming but he is going to flock with tza. i am a gas station attendant, this is gay.

mothers day.... great fun. so who wants to start a nudest colony with me?
we can live on the beach in my back yard. also we can hire some bums to go on beer runs and pay them with beer... ya fun times

This morning is thick with depression.
Adolescent yet tranquil and grey.
The sun hides behind a dream now.
So in my dark world I shall play.

don't wake me...ever