haha. yesterday wasn't too bad. i woke up early suprisingly. started my chores, and finished them not too long afterwards. i waited to see if someone was going to hang out with me, but either he is too chicken, feels wierd, or doesnt like me very much. hah. oh well. i guess when he wants to he will... or he won't. hah. after i did my chores, i got ( Read more... )

so where did i leave off? thursday. so thursday night, i couldn't sleep. i sat in bed with my mom talking to her about a lot of things. i love my mom so much. shes awesome. we went through her old HS yearbook. it was so much fun. my aunt came in. and we all were going through my grandmas HS yearbook. THERE WAS A GIRL NAMED KIITY WHITTY!!!!! ( Read more... )

today, i woke up feeling horrible and all i wanted to do was run away and hide. i had a really bad headache and i just wanted to brake down and cry. we drove up to new bern. I was really quiet and tried to sleep. woke up really moody and i pissed my mom off. didnt eat.. and just sat around trying to think. got to the church. and told my mom i was ( Read more... )

yesterday we drove up i mean down to NC, slept most of the car ride, talked to mom and sam about a lot. but everyone keeps making me second guess what i really felt i wanted to do. so anyways. got to NC, took a shower, went to the funeral home. I wanted to cry so bad. i needed to cry.. but i didn't. i feel misrable. got home, talked to leslie. i ( Read more... )

man. yesterday was amazing. warpED (haha) tour o4 was so much fun!! i love live music. no matter what mood you're in, you can let go of everything and just have a kick ass time. before i get to yesterday, snuck out the other night. scared AS SHIT! met up with a friend, and talked about life. got rained on.. man it was great. i felt horrible ( Read more... )

so. rough morning.. i hate saying goodbye. but i guess it needed to be said right? me and patrick are a little rough. but i want to be with him, and i guess nothing else matters. so anyways.. brittani came over around noon. then tobin came and hung out.. listening to music, talking about random things, watching furry animals die.. hah. no i've ( Read more... )

so i didnt do anything all day, thought i was grounded, but im not ( Read more... )

so the other day, i woke up around 10 when patrick called. kinda of procastinated on doing my chores.. and sophia called telling me she was going to be here in about 40 min. so i had to finish and get dressed super fast. but i did. lol. then sophia and jordan came, picked me up, and we went to the mall. when we got there, we went to brookstone, and ( Read more... )

man. yesterday was a lot of fun. with my two favorite people. woke up, and then woke up brittani, and checked movie times, got ready, and kidnapped brittani, then went and saw Cinderella Story! :)


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