Where do I even begin....?

[warmoctobrnites]

So I haven't written in a while mostly because I didn't know what to write. Death is so weird. You never know how the death of someone close to you will effect you. I constantly want to call my mom and talk to her. I want to see her face again and hear her voice. I feel such immense guilt for not spending more time with her over the summer and

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[boogieifuletme]

well well well, lookie what we have here! i'm glad to see you finally imerged from the darkness to see the divine light(of the computer screen that is)

so sweet cheeks you need to stop being a lazy fuck and get on that shit... but really i'm sorry to hear that your still down, we need to hang out i think i;m good at cheering you up.

smile

[boogieifuletme]

Smile when tears are falling from your eyes
Smile like windows of the shops at night

Here - everything is as it seems
All - the tables & the chairs seem real
Here - paintings on the walls
Somehow make it all so strange

So smile - to brighten up the darkest day
Your smile - like icing on a birthday cake

Lovers - floating in a paradise
Blue - lights flicker from a room at night
I'm happy just to be just like one of these who smile

How we sang
How we loved
How we were
& How we was
We're not afraid anymore

I'm scared of you
I'm scared of me
But scary things
Will set me free
I'm not afraid anymore

So smile - when nothing seems to go your way
Smiles - to take away our thoughts & cares
Blue - like blood returning to my heart
Fingers, Hands and every tiny part
Every kid in every school
Knows all you've got to do is - smile

How we sang
How we loved
How we were
& how we was
We're not afraid anymore

I'm scared of you
I'm scared of me
But scary things
Will set me free
I'm not afraid anymore

Smile when tears are falling from your eyes