Title:Born In The Belly Of The Blues
Fandom: Merlin
Character(s)/Relationship(s): Morgana
Length: 12 Tracks (50 minutes)
Notes: Done for
lastmixstanding the prompt was ‘alone’. Each song has a description in the form of a quote, this symbolises the meaning/intent of the song. Happy listing! Comments are ♥
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Belly Of The Blues by Sandi Thom
Every step I’m gonna take
Feels like the levee’s gonna break
Every corner that I turn
Every bridge that I have burned
Every time I wage my bets
Feels like the last chance that I’ll get
Every day is passing by
Hear the devils turn and cry
I was born
I was born
I was born in the belly of the blues
Twas her destiny to be ever surrounded by others, yet ever alone
Castle Walls by T.I. ft Christina Aguilera
Everyone thinks that I have it all
But it’s so empty living behind these castle walls
These castle walls
If I should tumble, if I should fall
Would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls
There’s no-one here at all, behind this castle wall
A mask of gold hides all deformities
Stand Still, Look Pretty by The Wreckers
I am slowly falling apart
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
You might think it's easy being me
You just stand still, look pretty
Nothing makes us so lonely, as our secrets
Nobody Knows by Pink
It's win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows
Baby, oh this secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
The worst loneliness is not to be comfortable with yourself
Breathe Me by Sia
Ouch, I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found
Yeah, I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe
We must embrace pain and burn it as fuel for our journey
Cut by Plumb
I may seem crazy, or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Oh I don't want to die
But the only anaesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside
I do not wanna be afraid
I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Being left alone, with my mind, is actually quite dangerous
Nobody’s Home by Avril Lavigne
Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace
She's all over the place
She wants to go home, but nobody's home
It's where she lies, broken inside
With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes
Broken inside
In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends
How by The Cranberries
How you said you never would leave me alone, oh
How you said you never would leave me alone
Now you're just walking away (walking away)
When you said you always would stay (always would stay)
Never before, never again
You will ignore, I will pretend
Never before, never again
You will ignore, I will pretend
People are lonely because they build walls instead of bridges
Lonely Girl by Sandi Thom
Sometimes see her down by the river
The water dances on her skin
She can captivate you with her eyes
But she will never let you in
In the dark she lingers
Like a tear without a soul
And oh what a lonely girl
Trying to find her way
In this mixed up, messed up world
And I see so many faces just like hers
So many broken hearts in the world
And oh what a lonely, what a lonely girl
The lonely become either thoughtful or empty
My Skin by Natalie Merchant
I'm a slow dying flower
Frost killing hour
The sweet turning sour
And untouchable
Oh, I need the darkness
The sweetness
The sadness
The weakness
Oh, I need this
An outcast is what I'll always be inside myself
Where Do I Belong by Anasticia
Life doesn't promise a bed of roses, or white knights
Fields of emotions I'm trapped in darkness
Why me, save me
To win this twisted war inside me
Won't justify the pain
Life doesn't promise a bed of roses
Lightening strikes, the pages keep on turning
Help me to be strong
I'm floating in a sea of strange believers
Where do I belong
Running away will never make you free
Runaway by Yeah,Yeah,Yeahs
I was feeling sad
Can't help looking back
Highways flew by
Run, run away
No sense of time
Like you to stay
Want to keep you inside
Run, run, run away
Lost, lost, lost my mind
Like you to stay
Want you to be my prize
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