i'm held back like a boxer in the ring before the bell dings
That's such a perfect turn of phrase and exactly what I feel like, too.
30 is the new 20, but 20 is the new 40. We're all weary beyond belief, dependent on medications to either keep us awake or put us asleep, lacking in exercise, fresh air and a healthy diet, and questioning whether all of it, so far, has even been worth it.
Call it a quarter-life crisis, call it a fucking nervous breakdown, call it ambivalence. I haven't even been legally drinking for a year and I'm already weary of my youth. Fuck. This. Shit.
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That's such a perfect turn of phrase and exactly what I feel like, too.
30 is the new 20, but 20 is the new 40. We're all weary beyond belief, dependent on medications to either keep us awake or put us asleep, lacking in exercise, fresh air and a healthy diet, and questioning whether all of it, so far, has even been worth it.
Call it a quarter-life crisis, call it a fucking nervous breakdown, call it ambivalence. I haven't even been legally drinking for a year and I'm already weary of my youth. Fuck. This. Shit.
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