So, I'm packing to go to Spain. One of the suitcases I was going to be using was my sister's old suitcase. She evidently was going to take it on her honeymoon but had too much baggage and left it behind. So, I was unpacking it so I could put my stuff into it and would you take a guess what I found. It wasn't a vibrator (I wouldn't care if I ( Read more... )

I just had a dream that I was stage managing a production of the Wizard of OZ. Except there were only five people in the show. And there were two people playing dorothy. And I spent most of the dream picking up trash and fixing the stage. Dennis Li was the cowardly lion. And the auditorium kept making funny noises because it was about to ( Read more... )

Disgruntled.

Tired.

I'm going to get out of Mississippi. I'm going to Spain. It's going to be terrifying.

The year is over. I'm back at home. It's all over ( Read more... )

I am going to be so glad to get out of here soon. Leaving on Monday ( Read more... )

Semi-drunken (I wasn't real drunk) lj-ing is a bad idea. I gotta stop that ( Read more... )

because it's obligatory in any livejournal post ( Read more... )

I am abso-fucking-lutely exhausted ( Read more... )

I'm doing better, but it's still weird. Weird weird weird weird weird.

Everybody is going to the wake tomorrow, but I have so much stuff I need to do, classes I need to be at and I feel like shit, but I just can't. Maybe I'll regret it later but for right now I think it's what is best.

A friend of mine died today. I don't even know what to think about all this right now. Unlike most everyone else I know, I've only had one death in my life and that was my grandfather who was dying for years and years of alzheimer's. I've never had anyone plucked out of my life, out of the world, before their time.