whats up
Hey guys! Whats goin on??? I'm going to USA fest tomorrow with a bunch of ppl. Should be fun! Morgan, Andy, Joe and I (maybe Rinne) are all gonna go. I've nver been! So I'll be going for the first time-with Joe and others. Not so bad I guess.
So yeah, the whole Joe thing, its weird. Definetely bipolar. Its crazy, he keeps sayin stuff that I'd never think about. Y'know the sad part tho? I don't really know him. I mean, whats his favorite food? His favorite band is AFI, but dunno what song. I mean, this is weird, he keeps flirting, and I keep thinking if it's really the best thing for me. I keep staying up late and talking to him. He gets all sensitive I guess, but thats not the right word. He knows my buttons, and pushes them really hard. Sure, it's nice to have someone to talk to all night, but I'm sposed to have a best friend that does that with me. Anyway, Joe's really been acting strange. He calls his rents psycho, is mean towards Kyle(moreso than usual) and is all clingy-sorta with me. This seems to be going in a circle. One side good and one side bad. I happen to like being on this side of the circle. When we're on this side, he asks how I am, what I"m doing, whats wrong and all that stuff. Its soo nice. On the other side, he makes fun of me, insults me, talks bad about me, mocks me, everything. Like I said, he knows my button and pushes them hard-no matter good or bad. I live with it, I mean afterall, he's like my dad. He does that too. W/o the insulting me. It's liek they say, a girl looks for a guy like her dad. right?
Speaking of dads; Joe's dad is really nice. He came outta the car yesterday at cruise night and started talking to me. It was really strange. First, at theconcert a few months ago, he hugs me. Then yesterday, he talks to me. Its like they talk about me at dinner or something. Sounds like it. I dunno, maybe I'm just paranoid. I don't mine if they do, I talk about him enough.
So yeah, I cleaned my room today. And moved it around. I was hoping to get a new chair to fit, but my room had too much crap/its too small. So it didn't happen. Oh well.
So yeah, the whole Joe thing, its weird. Definetely bipolar. Its crazy, he keeps sayin stuff that I'd never think about. Y'know the sad part tho? I don't really know him. I mean, whats his favorite food? His favorite band is AFI, but dunno what song. I mean, this is weird, he keeps flirting, and I keep thinking if it's really the best thing for me. I keep staying up late and talking to him. He gets all sensitive I guess, but thats not the right word. He knows my buttons, and pushes them really hard. Sure, it's nice to have someone to talk to all night, but I'm sposed to have a best friend that does that with me. Anyway, Joe's really been acting strange. He calls his rents psycho, is mean towards Kyle(moreso than usual) and is all clingy-sorta with me. This seems to be going in a circle. One side good and one side bad. I happen to like being on this side of the circle. When we're on this side, he asks how I am, what I"m doing, whats wrong and all that stuff. Its soo nice. On the other side, he makes fun of me, insults me, talks bad about me, mocks me, everything. Like I said, he knows my button and pushes them hard-no matter good or bad. I live with it, I mean afterall, he's like my dad. He does that too. W/o the insulting me. It's liek they say, a girl looks for a guy like her dad. right?
Speaking of dads; Joe's dad is really nice. He came outta the car yesterday at cruise night and started talking to me. It was really strange. First, at theconcert a few months ago, he hugs me. Then yesterday, he talks to me. Its like they talk about me at dinner or something. Sounds like it. I dunno, maybe I'm just paranoid. I don't mine if they do, I talk about him enough.
So yeah, I cleaned my room today. And moved it around. I was hoping to get a new chair to fit, but my room had too much crap/its too small. So it didn't happen. Oh well.