he says i am depressed, and i don't disagree. it's rather shocking to hear something about yourself that you hadn't even taken the time to realize... once he said it, the words just hung there in the air between us until i reached out and took them. "yes," i said to him "i think so ( Read more... )

I discovered the blog of an old friend today. We had lunch last month for the first time in a year and she casually mentioned blogging. so today i did a wee bit of searching and there is was. and she mentioned our lunch in one of her entries, which made me smile.

I opted not to comment. Out of a strange feeling of being a snoop, i suppose.

I finally found a job. Part-time esthetician at the salon/spa at JC Penny in a suburb of St. Paul ( Read more... )

i discovered your secrets. they've unfolded slowly over the past few months and they have changed me in ways that i never knew someone else's secrets could ( Read more... )

i am incensed, utterly ( Read more... )

a search on lj interests for 'compulsive overeating' yields many responses. most of which sadly seem to be pro-ana groups.

sigh.

we decided to order bagels for lunch.

my boyfriend orders this on his bagel:

hummus
peanut butter
muenster cheese
tomato

my question is, do i EVER kiss him after that?
fucking gross.

can anyone recommend a book or two that i should read next? i just finished The Bell Jar by Plath and was frightened by how much i liked it.

how odd. i have this little black notebook that i've been using on and off for awhile and it is nearly filled. i say on and off because i can never really fully commit to a notebook/journal/diary of any sort for longer than a few weeks. i always have to switch it up... i can't really explain it...i just get tired of them and want something ( Read more... )

I finally scheduled my test to get my esthetician's license. Next Monday at 2. I was hoping for something to be available tomorrow, but no dice. I also rode out that little wave of motivation and applied for a job online at a spa that is situated in a major athletic club downtown. Not exactly where i thought i'd find myself, but i can see the ( Read more... )