It doesn't matter

[warui_mononoke]

I cared too much. They put two stents into his heart yesterday, kept him overnight and he got released around 2 today. Within an hour he was back at the bar. Why should I go out of my way to care when he goes out of his way to not care

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[ihatejournalism]

I understand your disappointment, or at least I do in theory (my family, for all its problems, has no alcoholics, nor do we have any problems that wouldn't kill us quickly and silently.).

Honest to god, though, if I thought I was probably going to die pretty soon anyway, I'd probably get wasted too. I wouldn't want to feel or think about it. It's too scary for most people to confront.

. . . I'm sorry your dad isn't taking care of himself, and I'm sorry your relationship with your parents is crap. Hell, it was crap even in eigth grade. It's a pretty crappy thing.

[warui_mononoke]

Thank you.. Our relationship has only gotten worse, heh.. All either of them do anymore is drink (at least my mom waits until she's home from work) so I figure what's the point of being there if they're wasted, so that's why I'm always over at Ryan's..