Redunant

[washedsomefeet]

I feel like I just keep doing the same shit over and over again. I constantly feel like a horrible person. And I want to indulge myself in all these things that everyone else is doing, and it's ok for everyone else but it's not ok for me. wtf

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[statesboroguy]

Im going to Atlanta then to North Georgia, I wont be home either. I think I hold my friends to higher standards than me because I love them, and want at least one person in my life to be perfect or good. I want better for them than for myself. I look up to them and want to keep having someone to look up to.

the best advice i can come up with

[runawaytogether]

i go through times like that. the best thing to do is take some time to yourself (which however it doesn't seem like you'll the time to do that since you'll be spending a lot of family time this week) but anyway when you find the time: sit down and really think about the person you honestly are and the person who your truely want to be. many times i felt myself changing the person that i am in order to meet the standards other people hold for me. so once you've realized who you are and who you want to be, make the choice to be the person you ARE.

[runawaytogether]

oh and one other thing. when i do go through these hard times with becoming myself, i ask myself the question would i be comfortable in the same room as all of my closest friends, parents and grandparents, and teachers/coaches. thinking about that tends to keep me consistant in my actions. stay honest and real.

much love- becky

[nater_tater]

Just hang in there. God loves you and will forgive your sins.

[anonymous]

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