today when i was at target i saw a couple in their late twenties holding hands. and i got to thinking. i can't remember the last time i was with a guy where we actually walked around holding hands. i mean morgan and i handcuffed ourselves to each other one night at the roosevelt. but that was a bit different.

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i want this life, but i don't want it with you.

i guess i have to create it for myself. i would let him be my maggot.

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i don't know why i always do double entries. i don't know why i can't just cram it into one.

but i just wanted to say that i had an excellent class today with an excellent lecture and that i haven't been this excited and terrified and thrilled about acting in a really long time. that's all, i guess.

i feel like i'm more prone to nausea lately.

in san francisco. i hear you can leave it there. maybe i'll pick it up in alcatrez. we'll rendezvous for a couple days. i'll take it to the park. play on the swings with it. maybe take it bowling, get it a fancy tux and baseball hat or something, buy it some ghiradelli's, and then drop it off on haight street.

10:00 day m! i'm on my way.

so last night was fun. i got to see my married girlfriends who i haven't seen in years. christina danced barefoot, i told gross embarassing stories to my present friends about my past life, and they yelled at me for waiting so long to tell them. me and jen talked about the summer she lived with me, i wore a crown, christina called everything "local ( Read more... )

i can't believe dana died. poor alice. i'm devastated.

I HATE THAT NONE OF YOU POST ANYMORE!