I LOVE LAUREN ROSE BROWN MORE THAN LIFEEEEEEEEE. :]

"well and as for now i'm gonna hear the sadest songs and sit alone and wonder how you're making out"

your hair, it's everywhere. screaming infidelities, taking its wear.

so basically. :[ i miss him. and it sucks. i don't know what to do. cause i want to be back together so bad. no one can compar. im trying to be mean, im just saying how i feel ( Read more... )

mm last night. def. was the worst night ever. i made him so upset and i felt like complete shit :[ i dont know what im supposed to do. i kinda just thought about everything and realized i really dont want it to all be over. i do like him, but i dont want to get hurt at all. im scared, to go through what i just went through agian. and im not ready ( Read more... )

mm last night. def. was the worst night ever. i made him so upset and i felt like complete shit :[ i dont know what im supposed to do. i kinda just thought about everything and realized i really dont want it to all be over. i do like him, but i dont want to get hurt at all. im scared, to go through what i just went through agian. and im not ready ( Read more... )

so this weekend wasnt too bad till sunday. yesterday sucked. me and nick got in a big fight over something stupid, but it still sucked. i hate arguing with him. i guess i just need to get over him. its so hard, but what else am i supposed to do!? idk, we'll see what happens. he seems to be doing fine. lol w.e and mm things with christian are ruined ( Read more... )

mm last night = so tired and so sick :[ and i could barley wake up this morning. haha nick's still sick. but anyway, today doesnt seem so bad. but it's not going by fast at all. :[ i can't wait till later though. going to disguise disguise with my slut. haha (heaven) lol. i can't wait. :] and mm saturday im going to em's and helping her get ready ( Read more... )

mm yesterday was ok. all new classes. but none with em andi mandy care or kass :[ so kinda sucks. but w.e i have a lot with danielle. but oh well. we don't talk. and last night was mm super frusterating :[ i rearranged my room and it took mm all night. and then i kinda didn't want to finish it. but oh well my dad did. but i talked to him last night ( Read more... )

gosh today= not so good ! well school wasn't too bad! lunch was amazing lol it was so funny. def. couldnt stop laughing! lol emily- i freaking love her! and aaron squeaking.FGG over there.Fat Kids Dancing. <3 can't get enough of it! and the end of the day.. best of all! LOl SNOW!! HAHAHA andrea i miss all the brat pack girls so much! thats most ( Read more... )

bithday tomorow bitches lol !!! :) xoxo

sooo hmm latley life sucks!!like always but me and em have been talking && have figured a lot out!! tahnk gawsh!! i miss her so unbelievably much && its crazy!! were hanging out on saturday :/ !!! it wont be awkward.. i know we'll have fun!! we always do !! im just sick of boys lol!! gawsh!! no phone calls no hanging out with them no nothing with ( Read more... )