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( JANUARY: )

i want to paint
pretty pictures that remind me of love

and i want to write stories that make me giggle

i'm in a very exceptionally happy state today.

"It's just I might get distracted, and I get lost kind of easily, and sometimes I have really bad days... When you know... I just want to hide or scream or bleed or something. And all that."

FRIENDS MOSTLY STATUS

She was a January girl
She never let on how insane it was
She had a January world
So many storms not right somehow

( i picked up the polaroid and followed my shadow. )

i want a little pick me up
so i don't stumble down tonight
considering staying alive
hitch hiking on the disco drive

well.
words are useless.
but i'll use a few.
simply to say, that sunday was beautiful.
beautiful isn't even enough.
exquisite perhaps.
no.
all the same.
blonde redhead.
love.
music.
smiles.
dancing.
giggles.
cute.
sorrow.
hope.
life.
years of waiting.
but worth it.

the music kcrw was playing this morning
was perfect for a trip up the 101.

windows rolled down
the coast's cool air on my face
with gentle guitarists crooning softly.

what a dream that would be.