i had the greatest guitar lesson today. nathan decided that since i'd be crashing from my redbull high about then we'd have a slack class. so i played a few scales then we spent the last 20 minutes of class talking. he told me about him and about how he used to live in the country..and how if you put floyd's "the wall" on with the wizard of oz it ( Read more... )

i'm so cold, my hands are numb. this city needs to find a giant heater.

cold light...hot night... <-- i've had that song stuck in my head all day. thanks a lot jess ( Read more... )

6 red bulls in 24 hours. i sent my own PR. mmmmmhm. *proudness*

on spare i yelled at julia because she wouldn't come to 7-11 with me to get more red bull..so melanie came with me.
on fourth period spare i went to subway with a bunch of people. there was a boy there...we didn't really know if he was a boy or a girl. the hybrid..ahahaha
(and i got ( Read more... )

...i wish i didn't have to sleep. ever. and i could stay like this. forever.

so like wow. so much happening, so much going on, and i'm in *such* a good place. i think my two red bulls from around 5 are starting to kick in. i love this feeling. love love love it.
(its sad how i need a high power energy drink to put myself in a place that i want to be)

anywhoo, back to the beginning..

this morning was kinda blah. i didn't want ( Read more... )

ha, well..that was depressing. i think i've lost the ability to carry out a conversation with anyone.
so i wouldn't try having one with me anymore..unless you want to talk.

( a lot of random things that you don't really care about so i'm putting them under a cut )

[livejournal is depressing.]

and i hate when you think something is for you...but really isn't.

and i hate Grease.

and waking up in the morning

and going to bed at night.

and having to think and remember things

(l.s.t.y.d)

grawr. i had a huge long entry that just got deleted. i hate computers and i hate communicating by computers.

i had a whole list of random things...but now all i want to say is this:

i guess i'm just not good enough.

ps: renate - i saw rock me amadeus on muchmoremusic tonight, (lmao)

grawr, babysitting again tonight..bringing elena along. i hate babysitting..i'm just not one of those babysitting "types". I'm actually the most boring babysitter ever ( Read more... )

i've realized i now have about 4 or 5 different friend "groups". its such a change from last year...
<3

( embarassed by its honesty. )