contemplating suicide at 7:20am is no way to start a day.

someone put me out of my misery.

and if this is what it takes just to learn from my mistakes no matter what i did to you or all the hell i put you through; ill always catch the clock; its 11:11 and you want to talk; its not hard to dream youll always be my konstantinebob ( Read more... )

if anyone feels the need to make me feel like a more worthwhile human being ...

(617)8405848

im best known for failure. best known for giving up.

story of my life.

one more thing.

CLEAN LEMONY FRESH VICTORY IS MINE!!

im having a jhonen vasquez kick,

"can i be a mongoose dog?"

*hugs gir*

this is an emergency request for anyone who works at sam goody.

i qwon tickets to river rave on sunday (won them yesterday, huzzah) but im scheduled from 12-5. if anyone anyone anyone can cover my shift, i will kiss your feet and worship you for twenty whole minutes.

i promise.

PLEEEEAAASSSEE

... i cannot sleep, i cannot dream tonight; i need somebody and always this sick strange darkness; comes creeping on so haunting every time; and as i stared i counted; webs from all the spiders; catching things and eating their insides; like indecision to call you; and hear your voice of treason; will you come home and stop this pain tonight ( Read more... )

blah. its been three million years since ive been on here mso i dont even know where to start ( Read more... )

... don't forget ill hold your head // watch the night sky fade to red / but as you sleep // and no one is listening // i will lift you off your feet // ill keep you from sinking // dont you wake up yet // cause soon ill be leaving you // soon ill be leaving you // and you wont be leaving me ... [[something.corporate||as.you.sleep ( Read more... )

"is this how it was intended? sunrise over smokestacks in the midwest; the beauty of this abandoned factory ( Read more... )

... and lately ive blamed my trembling on the cold air; but i cant hide how i rely on you; like yellow does on blue; and youre my good feeling; i'm kneeling outside her room she paints me blue ,,,

today, bob and i:
had sex four times
got drunk twice

later, with mooney and arielle, we:smoked a lot of pot ( Read more... )