wilted

[wastedsunset]

I beat my game finally, and now am aimless. Actually applied for several jobs, but it takes a while to hear back, usually. Waiting is probably one of the most awfulest of pasttimes. In the meantime, I am just...there

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[anonymous]

I'd notice, I'd care, I'd make you come back and I'd make you smile.

Because, though you rarely admit it, you are worth that much, and much more. And though I only speak for myself, I'm sure many would agree. So, though you feel like you want nothing, and even may feel like you are alone, you remember there are those here who will give you want you want, or try to, and they do it happily, willingly and lovengly.

And don't you go talking about how important you don't think you are. You know that you're important, and appreciated, and people like me often may not say it enough, which is bad. So I say it now, somewhat publically, that we do appreciate you! More than words can describe, so don't you go thinking anything else, ever. *nods*

Much loves,

Me. :)

[wastedsunset]

Oh pooh. No nodding, no arguing with me, and no making me smile! I'd be forced to bite someone, or something. In all honesty, I will get over it, but I do appreciate the words and sentiment. They help. It's just, sometimes you have to seriously lower your expectations to suit your lifestyle, maybe.
In other news, today I was a software/computer engineer, pirate, plumber, heavy duty maid, cook, and baker. It's not really over 100 anymore, but I've spent at least the past 3 days just covered in and literally dripping sweat. And, I being a lizard, do not sweat. Therefore, the humidity is up, and I'm entering pure bitch mode for the next month or so. Beware.

[anonymous]

Oh hogwash! You don't need to lower your expectations; you just need to get what you deserve, and even if it takes a few months, a year, ten years... When it happens you will know, you will be thankful, you will be a better person for surviving this, and you'll still have me to kick, if you need it. Even if those kicks have to be sent via snail-mail. *nods*

As for you being in bitch mode, well, ummm... You don't scare me! *nods once again, because he can.* Nyah!