my fucking dog chewed my other guitar cable and now i'm cableless!!! what the fuck?! of course cause i probably have practice tommorw, was suppose to have it tonight but no one called me so i'm giving up hope. tottaly not going to be ready by saturday to play. and i need to find a fucking music store!!

concert was awsome. A Second Chance was there so was Ryan and Aaron from Matchbook Romance i got Aaron to sign my belt along with a guy from Silverstein Josie and the singer from The A.K.A's thet were speical guests. and the singer from The Academy Is. i didnt take pics with any of them tho. humf. i could ahve gotten more sigs but i didnt feel like ( Read more... )

Fall Out Boy/ Silverstein/ The Academy Is tonight!

we're leaving around 3. gathering up the guys, then heading down to poughkeepise. it shall be an interesting night.

yesterday i had my first band practice. we practiced for 2.5 hours at robbys house. the band is called Broken Summer i think we should put an 'A' in front of that or 'My' hm casue ( Read more... )

alright... it's a deffinant....I'M IN A BAND!! yay! but i'm so scared... cause i wasnt auditioned, we have 3 shows this month, i have to learn all the songs by next weekend. ohhhh boy. i hope to god i don't fucking suck. my first band practice is tommorw at robby's house. i don't even talk to the kid. only travis lol. i dont know who else is in the ( Read more... )

skipped per j because i just wanted to go the fuck home. made my friend tell her i had a dentist apointment, which i really did but was canceled. i fucking hate staying. plus i have to take the bus all the way to the elem. school and get the biggest headace of my life. no thanks. and i have ottake it tommorw cause its friday ( Read more... )

travis was talking to me today about the Green Day concert again and other shit. he also said "why haven't you started a band?" i replyed "casue no one wants me in thier band" and said "well my bands looking for people so i'll talk to them if your interested." i said "yeah of course" but i'm not jynxing myself so enough convo about that. it wont ( Read more... )

one thing you should never ever do is let your parents know about something you truly love and would die for because they will take it away from you every chance and way they can ( Read more... )

maybe this year i'll drink my life away instead of keeping permenant scars. but i can't break that promise to myself. been straight edge for what 2 years? i just don't see the point anymore. god put a curse on me. i can never loose weight. no matter how hard i try. been trying since 4th grade. really fucking sad in my eyes. i like drinking water, ( Read more... )

tonight is all about we miss now

last night was the Green Day/My Chemical Romance concert. Travis was telling me about it. well about how they tried getting down to general admission. anyway, by the time i found out My Chemical Romance was playing, the tickets were sold out. so mad. i don't really like Green Day. My Chemical Romance is sick shit ( Read more... )

i wrote a cool entry, then my computer crashed on me. i hate mondays. i miss my Ramper guy. he hasn't been on and we were starting to talk more :tear: all i know is he's from buffalo and 20-22 yrs old. and if i go to warped there were gonna meet up and watch Avenged Sevenfold, Atreyu together. he's more into the hardcore shit. but then randomly he ( Read more... )