List ten things that make you happy, and tag five others to do it ( Read more... )

Why are all my classes going to be so time consuming? ugh, sometimes I really hate being a senior. I just have to keep reminding myself that I'm almost done.

I'm listening to Joanna Newsom and the rain just started falling hard. This is one of the most beautiful moments of my life.

and I don't feel any differnet

Lately I've been hating life for many different reasons. Stress sucks and I hate having it. I hate not having my anxiety meds because my doctor works for the school and I have to wait until next week to get in there and get my perscription renewed, which only makes me more anxious and leads to more anxiety attacks ( Read more... )

So there really hasn't been anything to report. I'm just sort of living life right now. I'm glad that the semester is over and I'm only one semester (and a summer) away from graduating. I've getting ready to send out my grad school applications and that is scary as shit. I might be staying at CMU for grad school, but I'm applying to Columbia in ( Read more... )

So this weekend was pretty fun. Nicky's b-day/halloween party was really fun. I left early, however, because my medication has been making me tired/out of it a little. I had a couple beers and my meds don't really like beer aparently. So I just went home, but it was a great time. Friday was fun just hanging out with friends at Fifi's. After that we ( Read more... )

So, in my last entry I wrote how I've been feeling weird and everything lately, well, I've pretty much had a relapse of all my old depression and anxiety (I have clinical depression and anxiety, so it's not that big of a surprise). So now I'm back in therepy and back on all my medications. It sucks a great deal but I'm coping with it the best I can ( Read more... )

So I realized I hadn't posted in this in a while, so I feel like I should. So here I am now, posting something. Neat ( Read more... )

So life has been pretty hectic lately. I'm constantly busy with school work, my band has been playing a ton of shows, I've been talking to insurance companies trying to get them to settle with me and give me money, and my dad is getting married. A ton is happening right now. I've been in a weird mood lately because of all of this. The band stuff is ( Read more... )