so i can't sleep ( Read more... )

so i jsut went thorough all 7 pages of super mario galaxy screenshots. i saw no luigi. there bettter be a luigi! or he better get his own game and though i had fun playing luigi's mansion i dont' want to play it agian.

i say a lot of things and then realize the next day that i didn't mean it or well that thought i thought it was true it isn't. kind of like yesterday. mostly its just thta stress builds up and then i have to let it out and get all those thoughts out of my head before they start to infect all the other good thoughts i have ( Read more... )

i thought "oh ok lets just get through this first two weeks and then everything will be okay. but no i'm not going to have a day off for atleast the first month, then i will still have to work at least 2 nights a week on ehere and one in anohther building.. which by the way i hope someone will be willing to bring me back here because i am not ( Read more... )

a few months ago benjamin bought me a new bible. i've been trying to remember to read the daily verses. when i do remember they seem to have been picked jsut for my current situation, as though they could see the future and knew where i was going to be at this exact momment ( Read more... )

i'm sleeping with the tv on tonight. its 11 and i have to be up at 7:10. i have never had my own room, its too quiet for me. it makes me think too much. i'm ready for classes and people and homework then i will be ok with this. but for now. the quiet leaves me nervous and anxious and missing benjamin ( Read more... )

i think the only time i update ben is asleep ( Read more... )

like ben said. we have vox now. its cool i like it. i have invites so if you want one just ask.

yay we're in ruston. boo one of my boxes fell off the truck somewhere. in it was my hangers, dishes, silverware, a serge protector, the remote for my tv, a pair of my favorite boots, and all of my tshirt paint ( Read more... )

HE LIVES!!!!!!

so my ph crashed in my fish tank. no one knows how or why this happens but its kinda common and it kills everything. the fish died first then the tadpole. i thought my frog was dead too. but HE LIVES! my tiny survived! after spending all night miserable and thinking he was dead coming home to see him swimming was a huge relief.