you already know how this will end.

[wasting_paint]

i'm already starting to pack up this beautiful room. it's not the same without the mess, but i suppose it's more livable. i'm having to account for all this dust and debris that i never quite noticed before

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[d0ntt3lldaddy]

"i can't put into words how much i love life, despite all the hard times and shit storms.
all this time, all that i've learned, and of myself.
i still wonder whether or not i know, but of course i do.
i've felt so lost and found with every step i've taken.
how afraid i am of myself and the conclusions i've made.
i have a growing acceptance and desire for change.
i've grown such a hunger for knowledge, a desire to devour and understand philosophy, to somehow apply it to my life, but i still maintain an insecurity that i might be stupid.
it's so easy it is to fall back into old habits, no matter how old.
sometimes i don't even recognise my own reflection when caught out of the corner of my eye in the window.
i'm thinking seeing living life more visually, wanting to capture every beautiful thing i can't hold on to.
i want to live my life more honestly.
and i know you don't understand what i mean when i say that. "

I doubt you've been reading your friends page, and thats okay, but this is EXACTLY how I feel about my life right now.

[wasting_paint]

unfortunately, i just haven't had the time to until recently. but i did read a few of your recent entries.. sorry to hear about your struggles. ♥

[babyonboard07]

I saw you in another community and I thought you might be interested in checking out this community as well.