you knwo you have been up for way too long and you need some sleep when you start crying while watching a john legend video. it was just so sad.
night
ambur

i hate being a girl. i really really do. for reasons only a girl can undersatnd ( Read more... )

so this is going to be short since i have to go to work, but i just wanted to let everyone know that i think i am out of my slum. my mom came home from the hospital, spent a day in bed. now shes good, well, better. we all went out last nioght and had a great time in nashville. i will post again later with details and pictures.
ambur

i dont get it. i feel like something is missing. no.. thats not it. i feel like ive been skipping over something. kinda. i feel like there is something that i should be doing that i am not. like, physically each day. its like every morning when i wake up, somewhere i know that there is something i need to do, or feel like doing, and as soon as i ( Read more... )

( this is the happiest i think ive ever been. )

so i have this problem... not a huge thing. i just need to talk about it somewhere. so, here i go ( Read more... )

holy fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck!
Fuck!
FUCK!

agh... yup.
that about sums up my weekend.
i cant believe it all happened.
so fast.
in such a blur.

i cant say anything else.

so i am in josies room right now. shes in class. im bored. i cleaned up for her though, a little at least. i straightened up her desk and moved all of the dirty clothes to one pile and then put the folded clothes in a drawer. yay for boredom ( Read more... )

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so everything is going great for me right now. things are finally good in my house and at work. money is not a huge issue in my life anymore. certain realtionships have faded out and others are growing. i still cant get over how happy i am with preston, and his friends are awesome, too. my sister and i are better than we have ever been. my dad is ( Read more... )