So my life is going well, school is REALLY GOOD! I'm not failing anything! EVEN MATH! I WIN! The whole feeling ignored thing is also going well, I can't change anything so just go with it. Katy and Josh are going back out! I HOPE HE GETS A SPINE!!! He is good, at lest he respects her. My new book has yet to arrive, I hate mail right now. Well, ( Read more... )

I stayed home. I already missed more than five days, so I have to take all my exams any way, well not Mr. H's. We had a sweat lodge yesterday, it was okay if you take away the triplets un-stopable crying and JPG's stress that they kept throwing on us. I guess we shouldn't do one on a Sunday though, you might get a sweat loge hang over, my head ( Read more... )

I feel le meh. School is going as expected (although I got a 25/30 on a math quiz and a 45/50 on an english project) friends are being depressed (for good reasons) and I am being all female like and convencing mom to buy me long skirts. I am sort of afraid that I'll look like a fool though, for any one who doesn't know me I never wear stuff like ( Read more... )

Okay, Katy is really sad and frustrated so I wanted to make her feel better, which just ended up with both of us venting. So I don't think that really helped. You'll notice in my last entrey that I just say 'that person' that person is Katy. I hate writing her name on the computer key board, mine i guess is strange and foregin to others (to me the ( Read more... )

well, my most recent update was befor Rath called and said she was coming over for an hour, befor I called katy, and befor my parents left. After that is was very amusing. I talked to Katy about an hour (she told me that her puppy Sora replaced my spot in her hear T.T, then we talked in indain accents) then Rath came over and I finally met the ( Read more... )

As my title stats, I feel bleh, not to happy and not to sad. friends are doing well, I notice threw most of my day I feel empty. You ever feel like your just there and thats all you're ever gona be? I kinda feel like that, but still trying to be an optamist. Katy and I are working the school carnavel, doing bingo for the old ladies and such. It's ( Read more... )

So, I'm supposed to be grounded, yet I'm on the computer and on the phone...so basicly I'm grounded from going over to my friends..well, I've only been on the phone once. But thats one more than I'm supposed to be (not like I'm complainig)I'm way to lazy to type out why I'm grounded, really I just swore at my self which triggerd the ohmygodyou' ( Read more... )

Yeah, I'm just really pissed/depressed/sad. Okay, my parents made this new rule that boys and girls together (i.e like me having Katy and trevor having Jeremy spend the night)can't spend the night. So some of you might know that I recently had a birth day party, boys couldn't spend the night. Now, eight days later, I can't have Katy over because ( Read more... )

I am now 16 years old! I CAN RIDE IN THE BACK SEAT WITH OUT A SEAT BELT!,not like i would, BUT NOW I CAN. My party was saturday, which rocked (it was full of yaoi)^^. I just wished I could have seen alot more people, be thats the way it goes. Life is going well, and I don't really have much to talk about, although I lost one of my favorite ( Read more... )

Well, I stayed home today due to sickness. I felt horrable and I had pressure on my head. But after I ate and sleeped for 10 hours I felt alot better. Then it hit me, Katy and I had to babysit a bunch of unruly children. I was just like "Fuck....damhn,shit." SO i called Katy, nearly passed out when she said she had to stay home too and couldn't. I ( Read more... )