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[watchitfade]

I graduate in 2 months, which is the most exciting thing to happen to me in a while now. School is so hard. I barely sleep during the week anymore, and then when the weekend comes I can't get anything done because I am so exhausted. I'm super far behind in my Portfolio class -- only the most important class in the graphic design program. I have

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[vosscapeli]

You can do it! It's like sprinting when you're out of breath, but you'll make it. During semesters, especially at the end, I can definitely identify with your sense of "disappearing." I tend to feel hollow, and often it'll happen with sleep deprivation. It's as if you are so exhausted that not all your brain is working at one time, and usually in order to stay functional you end up losing the part of your consciousness involved with experiencing and controlling emotions. We're like robots at that point, only keeping the parts of our brain on that are responsible for doing work. But don't worry. It'll be over soon!

[local_band]

I completely understand how you feel. The same things happen to me - lack of motivation, becoming a shell of a person. Finishing this degree is more compelling right now than an actual job.