Burying him today felt so much like forgetting... so much like an end. I couldn't accept it at first. It's still so hard to. I feel like I cant say goodbye, until I get to say it TO him and have him say it TO me. Those were the last words we spoke to each other on Christmas Eve, but it wasnt a "hey, I'll see you in heaven" kind of goodbye. It was a
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