alive for another day?

[watchnblink]

I have so many questions and no answers. You know when you think something is true but then...it's not, it was never true....and you had those doubts in the back of your mind, hoping and praying that it won't be true, and then they become more real and there is this wonderful sense of relief? It's a strange feeling. I am so afraid to ask the

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[papercrane]

oh no, i am sorry about your kitty, i will think happy kitty thoughts for her.

also, anytime you want a hug you should find me. i was talking to julia today about needs, and how we say things like "i need to do laundry" when really we don't NEED to do laundry, but... saying "i need a hug" i think is perfectly valid 'cause i think everybody NEEDS to be touched like we need food and water.

i guess you weren't really asking for hugs but i thought i'd offer anyway.

also, i don't think we do. stop loving, i mean.

My Dearest Josie...

[anonymous]

I am soo sorry to hear about the Vicious. I am also sorry that you are feeling so down and out. Your life will be something great in its own way, even if it means you live a mediocre (by other people's standards) life. Honey, do what makes you happy whatever that is. If smoking out does the job, do it. Don't do it a lot, but do it on the occassion. Go to a pet store and pet the kitties and puppies. There is nothing wrong with that. I do it all the time when I miss my babies. Honey, just know that you are a wonderful person. You are and dont try to deny it like I know you will. Josie, consider yourself to be like sushi: It is a highly unique food and an acquired taste. Most people are just too afraid to try it, but once they do they love it! They don't have to love all kinds of sushi, but most kinds. You're my sushi, babe, and I am glad I went out on a limb all those years ago to try you!!! Haha! But seriously Jo, you are a wonderfully unique individual with a fiery spark in you. Don't be afraid to let it out and you know what? Fuck