I just read someone's entry and I just realized I feel the same way. I'm constantly looked down upon, even literally, but honestly, people I don't even know tell me that they hate be in the hallways. I don't know what I did to them, but obviously something terrible for them to just hate me. I'm going in early tomorrow to talk to Spear because I ( Read more... )

Urgh. I'm getting really super fed up with this damn English Holocaust project. It's getting too long and dragged out. Besides that, English is sucking, because I've failed all my vocab tests and lists. I think my grade is a C-. Oh well. Besides that, I don't have too much homework, which is cool. Uh, I was super pissed last night because Desperate ( Read more... )

Good day, today. I slept 'til about 10.00, then got up at 10.30. After breakfast I called Mark and we had a band practice till about 3.30. We took pics of the band, and that lierally took 3 hours. But they turned out good in my opinion, so that's cool. Andrew's coming over next weekend to audition because I'm not sure that Kyle is the sound we're ( Read more... )

The show was friggin' amazing tonight. The Weakend had a new song, pretty killer, and I talked to about every band. I also made 735 friends, which was awesome. I have no idea when Brian, Nick, Adam, or Amanda left, but Annetta and Melanie left in the middle of The Weakend. I said HELL NO I wan't leaving so I called my dad to get me and we could get ( Read more... )

Busy weekend coming up!! Friday I'm going to see the Weakend at the Lion's Club!!! It's gonna be killer. Uhh.. Saturday I'm going to paintball.. haven't played in 2 weeks due to my whole family being sick, so that'll be pretty sweet. Sunday I'm going to dinner and definitely getting a band practice in. I'm working on getting shows lined up for ( Read more... )

I'm honestly beginning to think that God hates me. That sounds very immature, but it's true. More and more and more terrible things are piling up every day. Nothing ever goes right anymore. Even simple things are constantly going wrong. Everything I do is a waste of time, because WHATEVER I DO, IT GOES WRONG. Does this mean something fucking ( Read more... )

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I built another LiveJournal today, it turned out nice. I thought I had no homework until I read Kara's journal. I forgot that I had my weirdo vocab list, so I asked Kara to send me hers, as I forgot my book and stuff. That's done now. Anyways, school's gonna be easy this week. I don't know why, just have a feeling, and I'm high on believing that ( Read more... )

Today I had a killer band practice, but only with Mark. We can put out amazing songs like nothing. It went really well. We recorded onto a cassette, and it sounded pretty good. We talked a lot about music and whatnot, and it was very productive. I didn't finish my History homework yet, so I'm gonna watch Desperate Housewives and do it. Oh yeah, we ( Read more... )

My whole family has been sick, and it sucks because the doctor said there's almost no chance whatsoever of not catching it. So, I've ben in my room, disinfecting anything my family touches, and drinking lots of fluids. I really don't want to end up with Influenza, so I'm doing everything in my power to not. Uh, I'm going to a show on January 28 ( ( Read more... )