She will never chase me down the street again ( Read more... )

Everything unwinds and comes apart ( Read more... )

So here I am again...

Im doing the right thing,

This is how it's supposed to happen, right?

....

Shit, I almost had myself convinced for a second there...

Post Script: I don't cuss enough.

"Misery loves company." -Liana

I have no idea where my head is at lately.

Its been such a mess.

One step forward, two steps back.

Over, and over, and over, and over, and over again.....

Get your shit together patty...

{dOeS aNyOnE eVeN rEaD tHis ShIt?}

I didnt dream last night...

I feel like a part of me has died...

So yeah...

My baby brother rocks hard.

If anyone wants to see pictures, i got a bunch.

Soooooo cute.

I hate this.

I just want it all to end.

So yeah, im in germany, which is uhh... pretty cool.

The plane ride sucked though, and i miss somebody in particular very badly.

Other than that though its been pretty cool, i mean... im in europe...

damn.

Im bringing this journal back from retirement, i dont know why, maybe im just bored...

I had a shitty day, and i miss the old days.

Ive never felt a stronger urge to just... well...

burn something...

im sick of this repetitive routine, i think i need a job.

or something redeeming.

get me out of this shit hole...

Im killing this journal, it must be destroyed, im not deleting it though, so maybe ill come back to it some day...

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxDie.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I only beat you when im drunk...
Youre only pretty when youre cryin...

Three times this week i was supposed to be a liar...