I totally spoiled myself today: http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B004IC6BEU


Now, if spending $15 on one bar of soap isn’t excessive and indulgent then I don’t know what is.

I fuking HATE Saturn!!!  But, they say that the second time Saturn comes around in one of our sectors then it's not as tough as the first.  Saturn needs to fuking leave my Home sector.  Now!

Speak to me in a language I can hear
Humour me before I have to go
Deep in thought I forgive everyone

~Smashing Pumpkins - Thirty-Three

I totally changed my mind about the new guy.  There is something I don’t like about him.  Not sure what.  He radiates some personality trait that is quite repulsive and kinda freaks me out.  I don’t know what, but I know I don’t like it.  No longer interested.  At all.

Lol: this will be me on my birthday this July 11th:
http://omiyukixo.deviantart.com/art/He-is-ALONE-128141093?q=1&qo=1

I know what I want for my birthday: the drawing that Alyson drew for me of an angel with broken wings.  If I could have anything for my birthday, that would be it.

I want the freedom to escape from myself.  So, go fuck yourself and quit making suggestions on what I should do or how I should live my life or how I should feel.  If you don't want to be around a golem then don't hang out with me. I don't need you.

I never said I want to go out with you or be your gf.  WTF are you freaking out over nothing?  Sheesh.  I thought yout grew up a bit, but I guess I was wrong.  I'm not trying to take anything from you and I'm not asking you for anything.  I didn't even ask you to be my friend- I just think it would be cool if we were.  Chill out.  And I thought I ( Read more... )

I prayed to God last night.  And today, the fiercness and conviction in what I feel is at a level I have never felt before.

If I could ask you for anything it would be:  please give me back my heart and set me free.

I wish I had never known you.

I wish I could erase your existence from my life.