My bestest best friend ever was staying at my house for three weeks. She left today. For all the complaining I did about having an extra person in my room... I miss her. It feels too empty in here without her. She fits into my family so well. We all want her here and want her to be happy. But then away she goes again. And I'm alone ( Read more... )

"You'll never share real love until you love yourself ( Read more... )

Ever just need to move. You can't sit still or else you'll explode or go insane ( Read more... )

My biggest fear has always been, over everything else, those I love dying and leaving me all alone ( Read more... )

You have no idea how much I wish I believed in God right now.

Two things then I'm going to bed ( Read more... )

Reality is far too stressful ( Read more... )

...in the dreams I've been having lately I had been a cutter and had scars on my wrist. This is entirely fictional. But its odd. Very very odd. And I don't like it. My brain should stop this nonsense. I would never do something like that. Its also scary. Why does my brain want portray me as a cutter. That's just dumb. And scary. Ah.

Three dreams I had last night. None were rather spectacular...but it was the first multiple dream night I'd had in a while and they were really clear ( Read more... )

I'm a winner.
I'm a loser.
I'm a wanna be rocker.
A wanna be hippie
I'm a nerd
I'm a lover not a fighter.
I'm so damn loyal
but only if I've decided you're special enough
for me to love you.

I'm a winner
I'm a loser.
I dance in the rain.
Ridin down the highway of life
And gosh darn you know you love me
Why?
Because DUH!
I'm loveable!