I hate this stage in my life. Working towards a goal that never seems like it will happen. What's the point? We all have aspirations and dreams but who really reaches the dream in the end. I'm sure my mom didn't dream about being in a dead end job at Ford and still going to school part time at 48. I'm sure my sister didn't dream of having 3 kids at ( Read more... )

It sucks when you have less then 100 dollars to your name and you aren't working for another week or so and won't get paid anyway for another 3 weeks and your Dad owes you a hundred dollars but doesn't feel the need to give it to you. Man where do I sign up for a new Dad?

I can't wait to get Fucked up tomorrow. I am counting the hours.

20 hours and counting.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I love you Paul!

This week has been quite interesting already. Monday I went with Paul to his doctors because he thought he had a bladder infection and wanted some meds. The guy turned out to be the biggest pervert in history and all we ended up talking about was mine and Paul's sex life. He asked us so much non medical shit and was just looking at me the whole ( Read more... )

I am going to Marc's Army party tonight. I am excited because I never go anywhere and all I do is work and lay around with Paul which has it's ups and downs. I like getting all dolled up and going out. I'm sure this one will be just as fun as the other two I have been to. This is what happened last time.


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Went to Canada tonight. Spent 50 bones. Feeling good. I never knew Canada could be such a good time on a Tuesday night. Me, Tina, Steves, Papa Beef and Brent had a wonderful time shaking it and drinking a lot. Both Brent and Stevie passed out in the backseat with me. We took Mich. Ave home and I saw at least a dozen real prostitutes!!!!!! That was ( Read more... )

Fucking bored.
I live 10 minutes from Canada yet no one ever wants to go.
WHY?

Steven Paul Paul De Santis is the first male in 22 years to make the MSU Colorguard team. And he is my friend. Rock that Sexy Flag Boo!!!

So Proud! I will be at every home game cheering you on!

Sweet Jesus all Mighty! So busy, so much shit, no time to function properly, bedtime moved up by about 4 hours, don't see any of my friend during the week, miss sleeping till 2pm and miss seeing my sisters. Yeah I started working this Monday after a somewhat great weekend. Rascal Flatts was the shit even though I realized that I am so over high ( Read more... )